Y/n: Kobe?
Kobe: Yes, Y/n?
Y/n: Do you actually love me?
Kobe: Why would you ask that?
Y/n: Because you dont show it. You say you do and you do the opposite. You constantly hurt me. You message other girls things you shouldnt, you are out late all the time its condescending. Im just confused.
Kobe: You ask to many questions. You know i love you and everything i do it for you. You wanted the necklace i got it for you, you wanted the shoes i got it for you. You need attention i stop what im doing for you! Im going out ill be back later.
He leaves me in my room alone.
*Back to the present*
I cant believe my naive ass really believed him. Im so fucking stupid. You live and you learn.
Im looking at my mofongo that I ordered from a Puerto Rican restaurant next door and im waiting for the next part of todays shoot. I dont know why but my stomach tied into a knot and i started to feel something. A sense of longing, a need. I cant leave Kobe in the past and i need to. I love Mattia but he doesn't know me like kobe knows me, He doesn't touch me like how kobe touched me, He cant feel me the way Kobe does and its so different. I fear of being at square one. I know im trying to move on but its hard when you work with someone you loved and they said they loved you but they do you so wrong but fuck you so good. My love for kobe grew but my love for Mattia is stronger.
Flashback*
Bria: Party is tonight if you want to come. It starts at 10 come by.
Y/n: okay ill be there!
I need time out. Ive been over working. I need fun.
I get dressed in my favorite top and jeans i put my hair up and i leave. At the time i took an uber, I didn't know if i wanted to drink or not.
I get there late as hell. The uber took to long do to traffic. I see Bria and she hugs me. We talk.
Bria: Hey you made it.
Y/n: I did. Almost didnt my uber was in traffic for a while, then couldnt find your house. Im here now though.
I say laughing
Bria: Well Kobe is here. He's upstairs. I think he is waiting on Jaiden. I told them to go to the store to get more drinks and jaiden is upstairs changing.
Y/n: Oh ok. Well ill go upstairs and check.
Bria: Okay see you in a minute.
Y/n: okay bye!
I walk off and grab two shots of tequila and see some people and say hi. We take a couple pictures and I continue to go upstairs. I here a familiar voice in a room.
Man: Do it again baby, just like that.
I open the door and i see Kobe with sunny having sex. We made eye contact.
I walk up to them calmly, stuck my hand in my purse, pulled out my taser and tased them both. Sonny because she knew we were in a relationship other wise I wouldn't have tased her and kobe in his nuts because he had me fucked up. I walk off crying my eyes out i run down the street and i dont look back.
Present*
Y/n, y/n, y/n,
I hear my name calling me as im coming back to the realization that im still at the photoshoot. 4 more days of this before i go back to Jersey with Mattia. Good.
Y/n: Im ready. Im ready.
These are my last pictures for today before going back to the hotel to sleep. Lets get this over with.
