Breakage(Rick grimes love story)

Why are you here dipshit

(A/N)The song is for Judith and ashley.see it to it is beautiful
🌹Ashley POV🌹

"W-w-hat i-is -h-he d-doing here? And w-where lori?" I asked . I was so pissed that i was shuttering

"S-she...um..she didn't make it after birth she ..um was weak" he awnserd and carl started crying , after all lori-the-whori was his mom and for 11 years

"Ok beth take carl inside pleas" i said and she nodded and went inside

"And what do you want , you fucking go ,run away from us leaving us with a baby and no supplies and then when everything went to shit you expect us to take you back?" I asked with my hand in my hips

"Um..yeah?" He said with hopeful eyes

I scoffed" whatever ,if we decide your staying your going to stay in the shed with randal" i said

"Oh so now shes the leader, wtf rick I thought you had balls bro"shane said and i looked at rick he looked at shane and the at me

"We will do a vote" rick said , i scoffed of who easy rick could be manipulated by shane "and same with randal"

"Whatever but i don't want him close to car,aiden,ashton or especially little Judith"i said and walked away

I enter the house to come to see maggie rocking Judith and glenn looking at her "shell be a great mother you know" i said and he jumped

He calmed when he saw it was me and went back to see maggie putting Judith in her crib"yeah yeah she would" he said

Maggie came out "oh hey hope you don't mind me putting her to bed" she said

"No not at all, thanks ". I said and hugged her .After that i went to beth's room to find a sleeping aiden ,beth and ashton . Carl was in the corner crying

"Carl baby?" I said approaching him

"Mom? Do you think she hates me " he asked

"No baby she doesn't she loved you and still do " he nodded and putted his head in my lap

After some time he fell asleep and i carried him to the bed next to aiden

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I has been 3 days and the group decided to give shane another chance

I haven't talk to rick , I'm still pissed at him but you just cant be mad at that man

The group was discussing randal's faith . I was leaning on the door frame and daryl dis the same but in the other side. Dale was talking about giving him a chance and fairly i was with him and i think rick was beginning to be convinced . Then shane came complaining that we couldn't and that why would we give him a chance and that made me mad

"Well we gave a pice of shit like you a chance after you ran away leaving us un protected and taking some of our supplies so why not give this kid a chance " i said and everyone looked at me with a smile well except shane and i nod torwards hershel as a sorry for cursing in his house

"Stf your a woman you don't have a say in it" he said and i walked up to him

"Thats were your wrong dipshit , i have more say in it than you and what ever you call yourself because YOU my friend don't deserve enough of my respect , not even for me to call you a man " and with that i walked out of the house and got a nod from dale as a thanks for backing me up

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Two days had pass and they decided to abuse the kid for answers . And of course my brother had to do all the dirty work

Arabella and me were good friend before but now its like were sister plus i think she likes daryl and i think daryl likes her but idk daryl is daryl. Like me and Arabella went on a run and found a radio shack were they had a plant and had phones and wifi so me bella toke two iPhone 5s and two matching covers that said bitches best and some beats to listen to the music we downloaded like Bvb,Sws,etf,fir,ptv and more .we also found matching yin and yang necklaces .

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We had lost dale by a walker that had passed the fence and sense rick couldn't put down dale and neither could daryl i did.carl is convinced that it was his fault that dale died because he had played with the walker and was trowing rocks at it the day before and he had daryl's gun. I talked to rick and told him to give him my hand gun . So now my baby has a gun and i was showing him how to shoot .

Rick and shane were going to let go randal yesterday but came back both of them with bruises and rick didn't even talked about it with me .

I have been really busy with the kids especially Judith she is sooo cuteee

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I was changing Judith when i heard a scream i, of course gave Judith to beth and ran with my crossbow to see what was up

Shane was screaming(like always) and had a bloody nose

"Whats up!?!!" I asked

"That kid attacked me from behind and now i don't know were he is and he toke my gun " he said and i know he was planing something because that kid didn't weight 80 pound wet and shane was a grown man

And daryl tough the same"how exactly did he jumped you that boy doesn't weight 80 wet?" daryl asked not believing and looked at me and i nodded knowingly.

"Well.. He punched me and toke my gun" he said and looking at rick

Rick sigh and i walked up to him and whispered"I don't like this i know he's up to something" i said and he nod still looking at shane's nose"i know " he said

"Ok me and shane will go right , ash,daryl and glenn left. And the rest of you lock all the doors " rick said . Everyone nodded and went to do what they had to

I could just say one thing' here we go again'.....