Maybe if you loved me
Things wouldn't have work out this way .
Maybe if you needed me ,
You wouldn't be leading me astray .
Because maybe means almost
And almost is never enough ,
For my heart is rusty
And my lungs are filled with dust.
Maybe if I changed
It wouldn't be this way
You wouldn't let me sit in silence
With my terror and my pain .
Maybe if I didn't make you
Such a big part of my poem
You wouldn't get to live forever
In the the end that is aproaching.
I didn't get to hear your voice
But maybe that's the thing,
In my head you are somebody
That in this world isn't even real.
I gave you passion, love and trust
Not because you deserved it ,
But because they're the things I crave the most.
And you still got to hold them.
You don't deserve my words and breaths ,
You really are just nothing.
I release the burden in my chest
Maybe it was worth trying.
