My name is Ashley.I am only 18.I made my life a living hell. I'm the one going around choosing the wrong people.It was all my fault when I decided what not to do anymore.The moral of this story is go with your first thought.I thought if I show people I'm a girl that doesn't give up.I'm a Belieber girl.I DON'T attract people to me on purpose.Sometimes I just want to be left alone.One day I made a dumb decision to go to a forest because nobody would leave me alone.I tried to find my way out but it was super dark.I heard footsteps in the grass.I tried to run but soon I blacked out.I don't remember what good happened.I just only remembered the bad.I woke up in a room with a rope on my body.It was really cold.I looked on my hands and I had cuts and bruises.I didn't cut in a year now.Really what is going on.I was at school before I wondered off."Look who's awake." a voice came from infront of me.I wanted to scream but my mouth was wrapped in ductape.My legs were hurting.That's when I noticed I lost my virginity to someone I didn't know.That's when I wanted to speak to God I put my life in his hands.I was praying I was gonna make it out alive.You won't believe what he did to me in there I'll never be the same.I saw his blue eyes and I saw my rapist.He was way to sexy to rape me.I still want to know why he wanted me .He was kinda nice until I made him mad."Hi sexy".He said with a smirk on his face.I wanted to respond but I couldn't. He took the ropes and the ductape off of me.I could barely walk.He picked me up.He led me to his basement. He talked to me and I obeyed him.I didn't disrespect him cause I knew he was dangerous. "Don't worry I'm not that bad I won't hurt you and I will let you go if we can have sex and actually love each other for today." I wanna ask so man questions.But all I could say was "sure". He led me to his bed again and we started having sex. After we were done he handed me my clothes."I can't keep you".He said I left his house and I was completely lost.It was at night so I was completely lost.I started walking until I saw the light.I thought I was dying.But there was a street light ahead.I made it out of the forest.At this time I was on my own and old enough to be.I went to school after that day. People asked me what happened to my arm.I told them I fell.If you can't recognize a bruise from a cut or a serious mark I was pretty hurt.Done wiping my tears
