dead lights (penny wise love fan -fic )

chapter 11

........ darkness.......

Dark... And cold....

Was all there was....

While i felt myself staying frozen in mid air... It felt like water, pushing my body, yet i was breathing, and dry...

Flouting...

Flouting in anger and sadness..

His sadness ...

His anger ...

His love..... Still there.

It didnt mattered if I open my eyes or close them. It was dark enough i couldn't know if even my eyes are open or closed... I couldn't know.

Then i felt a tad of light.. an orange fire and yellowish glows.. like a burning star.. was seen afar.
It was so magically moving around itself, leaving gliter backward, then i realized it was moving towards me.

The more it was moving closer towards me, the more i could hear.. a rythem, of an old song. But warm.. and.. happy.

And the more i figured it was dancing and taking shapes, and two more fire balls came to view from behind it slowly following its movements, also taking shape the more they came close. They still were far enough i couldn't see them clearly, my eyes would hurt if i tried to .

I felt myself also getting warmer thought the dancing fire balls were still far away and i felt myself able to oddly relax, and free from all pushes, free from the frozen state I was in..

The song was still in echoing in my ears, while i looked at my body. I was naked.. naked as the day I was born... And naked on the day I died....

But I was all healed , no brocken bones .

I felt myself oddly going down, and suddenly i felt cold water under my feet, i was expecting to fall into it, but i stood on it, as ground as if it was.. the water... Or what I though water... Was blood.. all blood clean very dark blood in the big dark space.

Im freaking out......

I feel so weak... i feel so fragile... How I dragged myself into this... I was a fool... To let him love me... And more... My own heart to fall for his...

I looked up to the light getting close, still magically dancing and shaping to..... Girls..? But i still couldn't make out a good shape. But they way they were dancing... And.. giggling, made hair on back of my neck stand as tall as ever.

They were dancing somehow jumping up and spinning in mid air and lightly and floutingly fall on their tip of toes on the bloody water under and leaving drops of it flout around their feets. And they gliter and lights around them would add more magical looks . They were dancing like ballerinas. But still i could barely guess.

Now they were close....

And getting close spinning around themselves.. giggling and looking at me.. and i could hear childish voices of theirs calling me softly. Then they started to spin around more closer to me, and hold hand with eachother... Trapping me in their circle....

I fell on my knees and holding onto them tight as I buried my head in the empty space in middle... I wanted to cry... Badly... And I did... Cry... Is all i can do...

I could still hear their voices getting clearer...to penny's...

"Dea...r....Yo..ur...saf..e.. for..ever.. and.. eve..r.. wit.h.. me..."

" My dear.... Swee...t heart..."

" Shine with me..."

" Together, forever and ever..."

"For infinity..."

I wanted to argue.. I wanted to scream... I... Didn't had the voice to...the heart to...

With Waterly eyes I looked up and the "lights" were now spinning and singing around me . Now it didnt hurted to watch them.. how mesmerising they were..
No words can be able to describe the....

Suddenly i felt myself being picked up and the blood ocean under me starter to also move at to the same movement the lights would take.. also moving after their feets.. and the drops would flout in mid air and around their gliters and lights. I was flouting more upward.. ahead of them , after they also flouted after me, still spinning.letting move gliter the flout around and the blood ocean was now moving violently shaping Round water with a deep end... Deep and dark...

Then i stopped flouting upward but the light went on top of me , now shaping back to light orbs... They went more up , and then i could see somthing like big enough galaxy around them being made... They orb movement slowed down, one of them getting distance from others... And down towards me...

IT got to close....

While the two others on top started to loose that gliter connection with the one Infront of me, and were spinning so fast around eachother, and sending energy... To the one near to my chest...

And the more it glows.....

Forever and ever...

Suddenly the light went into my chest, and with that I was in. Huge wave of pain... My chest was glowing from the light inside it.. I wanted to scream so loud, but no sound to come out... Silent screaming.. was the only thing i could do..

Orange and yellowish shade light moved through my veins... Getting all my body. I felt like i was burning .

And all pain were gone... As suddenly as it came... And as suddenly it went...

The next think i saw after it all... Was the more shocking thing i could ever see till now... a heart... My heart..... Wrongly out of my chest.. and flouting upward... Towards the light...

What is happening...

Why my heart is being taken...

While im alive...

Or dead...

Or both...

Or none...

Everything suddenly started to hurt once again...changes been going on.

I saw the light in my veins fading, linking into me the more in passed by, and I didnt knew if I could fight anything.. anymore...

Watching my so called heart between the lights , as the lights surrounded it

But before I could manage doing anything, I fell into the dark bloody sea hole under me.

As the darkness swallowed me into it's deep all I could hear was him...

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