I chuckled as I put my earbuds in and played the first song on my playlist 'Im gonna Show You Crazy' by Bebe Rexha. It felt nice to just skate down the road with the music in my ears and the wind in my hair but of course that never lasts long. When I arrived at the skate park I was picked up off my board by Lev "GG put me down hoe" I kicked his shins and he dropped me on my ass "ya ain't gotta kick me like that" he pouted "I'm sorry but you scared me, I wasn't paying attention" I paused my music as I sat everyone else walking and riding up to me "he's on his way, he's being his new 'posse' with him" Tetsu said bitterly "he was supposed to come alone and I was supposed to be here alone" I folded my arms across my chest "I was told that he wasn't coming alone so I had everyone gather in case you get jumped" Tanaka said throwing an arm around my shoulders pulling me close "also Enno will be here and I need to talk to him as well as Asahi" he whispered "if you need I'll talk to the both of them I can pull them aside either together or apart. Let Noya know and come back to me" I whispered back. Tetsu walked up as Tanaka was leaving "you wanted to talk?" I looked up at him "yeah Keiji said you looked sad the other night, you okay?" He laughed "yeah I'm okay, I was just missing Daichi" he scratched his neck "Suga's Daichi? When?" I asked "a week ago before you came" he blushed "I need more details later" I skated away.
Lev bounded over to me "he's here, what are we establishing again?" He questioned "were establishing why he's been stalking me and harassing you guys. We're meeting on top of the half pipe and you guys stay down here and watch" I patted his shoulder and skated to the half pipe. "Well look who decided to show up" I heard as I climbed the ladder to the deck "of course I showed up I'm not a coward" I hissed at the male before me, Shoyo Hinata. An ex singer, model, and actor who lives just to torment my friends and I "why'd you want to meet so soon?" he asked "it was better than waiting until school started and we broke out in a school fight, if we end up fighting here at least we won't get in trouble" I smirked "you think I want to fight you again, your fucking tribe beat my ass and I had to make an excuse to why I couldn't model the next day" he frowned "you deserved every bit of that beating and you know it" he was starting to get under my skin "so what if I did I said the truth and the truth hurts like a bitch sometimes" he gritted his teeth "and you got your ass beat because you spread false truths about everyone you could get any dirt on wether it be true or not" I was done with this argument that was supposed to be a civil conversation "can you tell me why you come to every one my concerts? You don't even do anything it's creeping me out" I asked the question that was swimming around my head for the past 3 months "your voice is soothing and it feels like you're singing to me all over again" he sits on the edge of the deck with his legs hanging on the half pipe I sit further away from him "that's it? That's all there is to you coming to every concert?" I breathed "yeah I miss you KitKat, what happened to us?" He started scooting closer to me "what happened? You fucked everything with legs that walked by us, I could only take so many lies and excuses. You even had the nerve to hook up with Yachi and yams knowing Kiyoko and Tsukki wouldn't like it, and they didn't. I don't know why they still stand to be around you unless you fuck everyone you hang with" I felt disgusted all over again saying these things "so what if we all hook up every now and then, nothing wrong with it as long as everyone knows" he leaned back on his elbows and looked over at me "that's why we didn't work out, you didn't see or care that I didn't want you sleeping around. You even brought some of them back to our apartment knowing I was there! I always was faithful and wasn't sticking my dick in every girl I saw because I was gay and I thought you were too!" I yelled. I started losing composure and angry tears were threatening to spill. He looked genuinely shocked that I would yell at him like that "kitkat-" "don't call me that! I'm not your kitkat anymore!" I was two seconds away from pulling on my hair, an angry habit I picked up when we'd fight when we were together. "Okay then, Kenma let me explain please sit down" he patted the place beside him when I realized that I had stood up when I was yelling. I sat as far away from him as I could within hearing distance, I nodded for him to speak "I brought all of those people home because you weren't paying any attention to me, it was always 'i have practice' or 'my mother needs me for a photo or even when you suddenly left for a tour while I was making a movie. I was lonely and I met a cute girl on the set and we fucked a couple times when you were on tour. I felt better but seeing your tired face light up when I picked you up from the airport I felt the guilt hit me like a truck but I got addicted to the body that you didn't have, sex with you was different when I wasn't in control all of the time. When you'd come home angry because of your mother you'd fuck me into the mattress so you'd feel good but when she was angry she would ride me and we both felt good. I would feel the same guilt every time but when you'd hurt me in sex I felt like I deserved it. Then I fucked up when I brought her back and you were there the first time, she was a fan and you stole all of her attention so I found a new girl and another and another and another until you left me and basically kicked me out of the place we called home" he was defeated by his posture and his sad eyes "you could've talked to me or said something about it. I never knew. I thought what we had was mutual and fifty fifty. Why didn't you just leave me? Instead you fucked everything with boobs and I always said something about it hurting me but do you remember what you always said?" I asked, tears spilling over now "I don't care, I thought you loved me and wanted me to be happy" he hung his head "I'm sorry Kenma, I'll see you at school" and he slid down the half pipe and walked away. I slid down after him "you can't just leave like that! I need closure or something" I yelled "well what do you want me to do? I can't do anything apparently!" He tried to come back but Lev, Kuroo, Iwaizumi, Sakusa, Kyo, Bokuto, and Suna all blocked my way with Tanaka and Noya on one side of me and Yaku and Tora on the other. "Oh so now you're gonna sick your bodyguards on me? How cheap" he spat "it's not like you don't have your guys in the shadows around us" Tetsu said taunting him "you're correct but they won't do anything unlike you guys" Shoyo admitted bitterly. "We never do unless provoked" I spat staring straight at Sugawara and Tsukkishima walking out of the shadows "now are we gonna be civil or are we going to wage war on each other like savages" I asked walking inbetween Tetsu and Bokuto "we can be civil, I just need to talk to some people who don't want to be" Shoyo responded "I do as well, so who do you need and I'll send them" I was tired and just wanted to go home but I needed to speak with Enno, Asahi, Tsukki, and Sugawara. "I need to speak with a few of your guys so just call out who you need to talk to" he said "all I need are Enno, Asahi, Sugawara, and Tsukki to meet me at the bowl" I said skating over there.
Hinata is 19 in this so the sex part isn't between a 14 and a 15 year old which is under the age of consent instead it's a 17 and 18 year old.
I'm slowly going in the direction I want. How are y'all looking the lil peep titles? His music fucking slaps bro. Anyways Kittybear out ✌️
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Music in our hearts
FanfictionChapters will be lil peep song titles Kenma was alone for most of his life. Until he was eight he woke up alone, he ate alone, he played alone, he practiced violin, guitar, piano, drums, and singing alone, he even learned English by himself. He was...