Wednesday july 7th 3:26 am
I felt the warm and hot..burning sensation of kaka boiling up into my anus. I rushed into the bathroom, practically ripping my pants off in eager and nervous anticipation. The shit comes out like niagra..there is no stopping this shit storm thats been a'brewing in me all day. I let it all out. I've broken into a cold sweat. Intense. Intense is the only word to describe it. I rip my pants and underwear away from my ankles and my shirt is next to go. Im sitting on the cold toilet, clutching to the wet sink and the side of my bathtub. I see this as a grounding technique so i dont get lost in the treacherous shit infested waters that pollute my toilet. I am shaking..toes curled. This is a mighty storm. I pray to every god i know to existance and swear to follow them for the rest of my days if they just send me help. Catching me by surprise, it works. I see a white light. I..im done. Im..free. im free from the shit shackles that had held me.
El finito
