I wish i could ummeet you

Chapter 1- intro

My name is Allia I'm a freshman at creekwood highschool. Basketball is my life. You may think I'm just a little fresh man who plays jv but no, i play varsity for the guys basketball team.

I know "how did that happen? Why do you play with guys? Are you really that good?"

What really happened was that I play ruff for a girl and my coach tries to change that but let's just say she didn't succeed. You may think its weird but its actually really cool. Actually even cooler than playing with girls, they're too sensitive!

We have a championship tournament in a week in California! I'm super excited because I live in Oklahoma. And I've heard so much about Cali and palm Trees and the beach!!! Gosh the beach!

My mom doesn't really agree with me playing with guys because she thinks I might get hurt. But I have never broken any bone in my life and I don't plan on being that careless. 

"Get out of the locker room players its time to practice!!" I hear the coach shout.

"Grab a ball and get to shooting!"

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To give you a background on me and my family, I live with my step dad my 3 older brothers and my grandma. Yes, I'm the only girl. My oldest brother is Shawn he's 21 years old, next is Jason and he's 19, last but not least is Cameron he's ,17 and then there's the princess of the palace the queen of the house the Oscar to a actor... Me! Allia I'm 15. (Lulzzz)

And you may be asking yourself "why is Shawn still living here?" Believe me I ask myself the same question everyday!  I always ask him and my mom but they never tell me, it must be something serious.

Cameron is always trying to hook me up with his friends. But I never follow him with that situation. Yeah, he has cute friends but they don't appeal to me. I really don't like talking to my family about guys, reason is because my dad would  always be so protective of me. Oh my dad. My father.... What happened was that we were at a get together with my aunt. He got into in altercation with a friend of my cousin and the guy beat him to death. I couldn't find him in the house and I saw a crowd in the front yard screaming, some people were crying and I heard my mom screaming my name I ran outside and saw what was happening I tried to separate them. My dad was defending himself with everything he had but it didn't help. I jumped and punched the guy to my surprise I knocked him out. I turned to see my dad lying there life less. No one called the police. My mom got the car and drove him to the hospital. 4 hours later they told us he had died. I felt so weak when they told me that. Me and my mom dropped to the floor she hugged me and cried so hard, so did I. My heart sank and everything stopped. The next day we went to see his body. I didn't want to go but I knew this was something i had to do.

I entered the room and he was just lying there life less I cried a d cried for months his funeral was so peacefull all of his friends were there singing his favorite songs. I sang heaven by Beyonce because my mom told me that he would have loved for me too sing to him. It was the saddest day of my life. I visit him every Friday. I sing him a song and talk to him about my week and basketball. I remember he will be in the benches with signs saying "Allia is #1 "   He was my encouragement. He still is. Whenever I start a game I pray and talk to him. I kiss the neckalace he gave me and play. I swear I can still hear him cheering me on in the benches.

My mom doesn't really do that she works all the time. The only people that actually go to my games are my brothers and grandma.

I rarely talk to Ben (my stepbad). I don't hate him I just don't talk to him. He's nice and gives me money. But I don't want money I want love and support. Not even my mom could give me that.