Life's Too Short

Six

I wish I could believe people sometimes, but I can't. And that's just the kind of person I am, I guess.

I get back up and walk back to my room, and sit down at my computer desk. I open up my laptop and sign in, then I get on the internet. I open up Google Chrome and type in YouTube.com. I look up "How to draw" in the box and a bunch of different tutorials show up. I click on the one that says "How to draw realistic hair" and I get out my sketchbook. I get all my pencils and such out and play the video. It seems pretty simple at first, just drawing out a head and neck and adding in some lines. But then where you would usully color in for the hair, you add small detailed lines. After I finish I put on a different video and start to fill in the facial features. I decided to make it look like me, long brown, wavy hair, blue-green eyes, and freckles. After I'm done I look at it and sigh. I can do better than that. I bet that other girl could. And then I started to think about what she had said before.

Should I kill myself? Why would she say that? Am I really THAT Talentless? All these question rolling around my head were giving me a headache, so I made them stop by focusing on other things. I looked over at my clock, it read 11:23. I should probably get some lunch. I walk downstairs and Grab a sandwich out of the fridge along with a soda. I say Hi to Addison as i walk up the steps, but she doesn't seem to aknowledge me because she's so indulged in her tablet.

I turn on my Tv and watch Adventure Time. I take the first bite into my ham and turkey sandwich and relax. I chug down some soda and finish my sandwich. I keep the Tv on and grab my laptop. I set it down in front of me as I start to type in "How to do winged eyeliner" and as it plays I draw some makeup on the person I drew, using the reference as well as I could. I finished, and I have to admit it looked pretty good.

A few hours of watching Tv later, my mom got home and brought some takeout noodles with her. "Hey Mom." I say as I give her a hug and grab my Noodles. I sit down and start eating. My sister dig in like she hasn't eaten in weeks. She really likes Noodles. My mom sits down and eats, too. I finish first, so I stand up and throw my food away. I walk upstairs and grab my phone from my bed and took a nice picture of my drawing and posted it on instagram. A few minutes later I got another comment. Omg. If I see another one of these trash drawings ever again I swear to god. If Nadia shows up to school tomarrow she hsould get prepared. lol. Wow. How low can she possibly go?

I decide to DM her. I take a picture of darkness, and type: Hey. What's your problem? I just want to share my drawings. If you don't like it, just scroll away!

I hit send and wait. A few seconds later she Replies.

Oh no, I'm so scared. What are you going to do? Give me mean looks from a distant?

No. You need to stop.

How about... No.

That's it. Blocking you now.

No Wait! I'll stop!

No you won't. Goodbye.

And that was the end of that. I blocked her and deleted everything by her.

Woo! I feel so excited to write today! Two chapters in one day! I hope I can keep this up! Well, have a wonderful day and don't forget to vote if you think this is a good book!