Willing to You

PROLOGUE

Willing to You

DISCLAIMER: This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events, locales, and incidents are either the products of the author's imagination or are used in fictitious manner, Any resemblance to actual person, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

Please be advised that this story contains TRIGGER WARNINGS, SENSITIVE CONTENT, MATURE THEMES and STRONG LANGUAGE that are not suitable for young audiences.

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Malulutong na mura ang humalili pagkatapos isuka ang pinaghalong kinaing hapunan at ang alak na ininom niya sa After Party ng aming batch sa Graduation Ball na dinaluhan namin. Finally, we're gonna be a college student and way closer to our dreams.

Hagod-hagod ko ang kaniyang likod upang kahit papaano'y maibsan ang kaniyang nadaramang kalasingan at syempre para makatsansing na rin. Natawa ako sa aking naisip.

"That alcohol is a monster. I'll never drink that shit again." hindi maipinta ang kaniyang mukha nang usalin niya.

Hindi ko mapigilang matawa sa kaniyang tinuran sapagkat ilang beses na niyang nasabi yun sa tuwing malalasing siya pero paulit-ulit pa rin naman siyang nag-iinom. Hindi rin talaga makatanggi pag nasa harapan na ang alak samahan pa ng kantiyawan ng kaniyang barkada.

Ganoon na lamang ang sama ng kaniyang tingin ng ako'y lingunin niya mula sa pagkakayuko na nagpatigil sa aking bungisngis.

"What are you laughing at?"

He said in slurry voice evidently emphasizing that he is indeed drunk. I didn't really know why I'm here instead of his friends, we are not close or even friends, I'm literally just his former classmate that has a huge crush on him. Siguro nga sa sobrang pagsunod ko sa kaniya kanina ay napunta na ako sa sitwasyong 'to at dahil sa sobrang kalasingan din niya'y hinayaan na lamang niya ako, too drunk to even resist my presence. Kahit gaano man nakakakilig ang ideya na makasama siya ng mag-isa ay nakakakaba pa rin pala talaga lalo na pag ganito ako kalapit sa kaniya.

I took a step behind when he stand straight as he hovers over me. Hindi mapagkakailang mas matangkad siya sa akin, one of the many reasons why I like him. Kaya ganoon na lamang ang paghurumentado ng pintig ng aking puso ng siya ay humakbang palapit sa'kin while staring intently in my eyes.

"You like me, right?" tanong niya.

Thanks heaven that it's too dark here outside so he can't see that I'm blushing heavily right now. My feelings for him weren't exactly a secret, half of the population of the school knows that I like him so much. Siya lang itong manhid o baka nga gaya ng sabi ng mga kabigan ko na alam niya pero wala lang talagang balak suklian ang aking nadarama. It's been 12 years since I had this feeling for him. I honestly don't know what to do now that he actually asked about my feelings for him. Should I nod or deny? But what's the use? He doesn't seem like needing an answer anyway.

He keep on advancing towards me hanggang sa mapasandal na ako sa kalapit na puno, I know it seems cliché. But I know better though, I am not the leading lady of his book. I'm just an extra character na pilit ginagawan ng role yung sarili sa librong siya ang bida.

"Then, you'll do everything for me, right?"

Napaiwas na lamang ako ng tingin sa mga mata niyang wari'y nagbabaga. Without answering him I know that he knew that I'll do everything para lang mahalin niya. Na kahit ano pang hingiin niya ay buong puso ko itong ibibigay sa kaniya nang walang pagdadalawang-isip...

He chuckled. "Of course, you do."

This time, as he grazes his eyes on me, down to my body, his eyes mirror a heat with lust on it. I can even feel his hot breath na tumatama sa aking kaliwang pisngi. Hindi ko mapigilang kabahan yet feeling giddy at the same time. Is this it? Tumatalab na ba?

"Sleep with me, Umika. Then, I'm yours." he said those words huskily that it made my inside quiver.

Before I even have the chance to react on his words he suddenly kiss me. I can feel that his kisses wants satisfaction, his lust evident on every flick of his tongue. And I can feel the heat radiating from his body. I did this...

I know it's wrong, what I did was wrong in every bit of it. But I had no choice. I love him. Sabi nga nila, kung hindi mo makuha sa santong dasalan, kuhain mo sa santong paspasan. And that's what I did. Drugging him may be the worst thing I did at this extent. But I have no regret. Atleast not yet.

Lael Shawn Cordero, I'll do everything just to have you. Even if selling my body and soul is the only answer for it happen. I won't give up until I fully have your heart with me.