TsukiYama Omegaverse

Chapter 27

TimeSkip: 2 MonthsLater
Yamaguchi's Pov: 

I woke up at 4 am. It was a common time for Toshiko to cry since my body was used to it. But she wasn't crying. I saw that Tsuki wasn't in bed either. I went to her room. She was sleeping soundly. I went down to the kitchen and he was there. 

"Tadashi? Why are you awake?" 

"I could be asking you that." 

"I usually wake up at this time." 

"4 am?" 

"Yes." 

"I guess that's why you're so tired around 8..." 

"Yeah. Now why are you awake?" 

"I guess I'm getting used to waking up around this time too." 

I hug him, he gave me a kiss and I smiled. 

"How are you feeling?"

"I'm actually doing better... I got rid of my baby fat did you see?" 

"I saw.. I'm fine with your body anyway that it is." I blushed. He handed me a piece of bacon and I ate it. I looked and saw he was making grits and bacon. I started making him coffee. We stayed up talking. At exactly 6:30 we heard her start crying. 

"Well let's go get the day started." 

We went up stairs and she stopped crying. I picked her up and pulled my shirt down. He doesn't watch me feed Toshiko anymore. He got diapers and getting her clothes ready. When Toshiko was finished her breakfast. 

Tsuki changed her diaper and we brought her downstairs. I placed down blankets, and Tsuki placed her down for tummy time. She was doing well, nothing was wrong with her. But I still felt bad that I was being so selfish towards her earlier. 

"Hey Tadashi..." He said smirking and pointing at me. I looked at me confused and I looked down. I blushed and covered my chest. 

"Jeez at least tell me it's leaking." 

"Don't be embarrassed." 

I kept playing with Toshiko. She was moving towards the toy. We kept playing with her for an hour. She started to get fussy afterwards and Tsuki picked her up. Tsuki went to go lay her down for a nap, but I heard him talking to her first. 

"Aww poor baby, is that why you're crying like that precious?" 

"Here let's treat that diaper rash of yours." 

"How about you get to stay diaper-less until you fall asleep." I heard Toshiko make noise after him. 

"I see you like being diaper-less huh? You're so goofy precious." I heard Toshiko giggled and I smiled. I walked in and saw Tsuki put away the diaper rash cream. He looked at me confused. 

"What's up." 

"She has such a good connection with you haha..." 

"Don't be like that. She loves you too." 

"Yeah but she doesn't respond to me like that."

Tsuki whispered in my ear. 

"Call her precious." 

I nodded and he handed her to me. I blushed and froze. Toshiko just held her head up. 

"See that's why. It's awkward between you and her." 

"I know I just feel bad Tsuki..." 

"Well this your time to make it up." He said giving me a peck on the lips then leaving the room. I don't want her to hate me when she grows up. Unlike Tsuki I can't tell between her cries. It really hurt seeing I didn't have a connection with my baby. 

"So... p-precious... are you uh tired?" She didn't respond and I sighed. I started crying and I put her down. I'm so bad at this. I'm such a bad mom. She started crying to and I got into a fetal position. Tsuki came into the nursery then picked me up from the ground. 

"Tadashi, Tadashi baby what happened." 

"I'm a t-terrible mom."

"Don't say that." 

"I- I made her cry." 

"She's only crying because you are. So just wipe your tears and talk to her. Normally." 

"I can't she doesn't like me Tsuki." 

"She loves you Tadashi. That's why she's crying, she's sad that you're sad."

"I hate you so much." 

"Huh?" 

"I hate that you got me pregnant, and I hate myself for telling you." 

"Do you really... hate me Tadashi?" 

"Yes." 

He stood up and grabbed Toshiko. He walked out the room and I kept crying. I just wanted everyone to leave me alone.