chapter 4

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⚠️⚠️TW: suicidal thoughts, cutting⚠️⚠️

'' um sounds---- Uh great acually" Clay was very nervous. He could accidentally confess is feelings to George, he liked George , like more than friends. "Ok we should get going then it's 11:25" George said while Clay was lost in his thoughts. Clay just studied his friends features, beautiful chocolate browns eyes, his pale body he feel like he could leave marks all over, his light freckles over his cheeks, he was perfect.

"Uh clay————-CLAY. George screamed. "I'm in love with you George". There. It was out. "What" George said almost confused. "I'm in love with you George". He repeated himself. "Uh-mh-I" George had now idea what to say. "Oh my god I'm sorry George I shouldn't have said that, I'm sor- I'm going to my room." Clay wanted to just breakdown right there and cry. "No Clay" next thing he new the door was slammed on him. He put his ear up to the door and heard Clay talking. "I hate everyone and everything because it hates me, no wonder my dad doesn't love me ,it's not because I'm gay it's because I'm dumb and worthless, would anyone miss me if I was gone?" Clay started talking. George felt terrible. He quietly knocked on the door. He herd clicking and clacking.

POV SWITCH
I tried opening the door but I couldn't get it open. This was the perfect time. I reached for the only bag I brought with me, I rummaged through the bag until I found what I needed. My razor. I roughly side it across my arm saying to my self things like "you did this to yourself". And "worthless" . Next thing I knew, George pried the door open.

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