Wonderstrucked

Chapter 2 - Broken Girl

Despite of me being a bubbly and talkative girl outside there is something that was deluding within me. Many teenagers also experiences insecurities and this is not something new, to be honest. But, somehow these dreadful things managed to destroy my very emotion.

Many people said that I was an attention-seeker due to me being, you know very girly. People started to name-call me, due to my voice being that very flirty, which is really unacceptable to the point of collapse. Even if there's Joannah to cheer me up, there's still loneliness......

......and the walls of insincerity are still upon reach.

When the people that surrounds me, obviously mocks me for being who am I, they tend to laugh it out loud. So, there is me again forcing my laughter and complimenting with a shell of deluded smile just to make myself relieved yet none of it is actually genuine.

To anywhere, I go I am still pull from this ugly dimension, a same old tired and lonely place that reminds me the aches of the present. That's why I replaced real self with a calmed girl just so the society accepts me but still there are people that will criticized you, whatever a person does. But, still I chose who I really am.

I am being plagued by the scrutiny of negative people's mind and I embrace it.

I am in a river current waiting to fall, succumb, and drown myself to it since I am actually broken, but then the somehow I was bewildered on the point of falling in love, a boy who helped me to deliver those pesky school supplies. I just saw him once but there is something special about him. I just know it.

Like we are meant to be. Kyaaaaaah.

I began to feel that I was in a fantasy world, a perfect world rather, and I continue to view it as it is.

And all I can say is I was enchanted to meet you, stranger boy.

SNAPPING FINGER INTENSIFIESSSSS. SNAPPING FINGER INTENSIFIESSSSS. 

Then suddenly, Joannah; this snapping bitch help me get  back to reality. I never thought that I was staring at the school window for a long time just because of that handsome stranger.

Joannah asked me."Hey, you've been staring outside this whole time. What's this about?"

"Oh, it's nothing", Kiara smiled.

I tend to make it mysterious enough so that she can guess what I am feeling but here I am making it obvious that I had hit by a love truck and the pleasure still creates a lovable wounds onto me. OH MYYY GODDD.

I am smiling continuously looking like a stupid girl.

"You look stupid, you know", she squeaked.

Yeah, Joannah can read me perfectly fine. She has been my friend since the start of the semester and I am proud to find a good one despite not having a long frenny relationship with her.

"What's this about, you found yet another cool guy, right?", Joannah chuckled.

She continued, "Last week, that weird green-eyed guy, who looks like an empty shell?".

I am flushed just by Joannah describing him, there is really special about that guy, like he  casted a love spell on me.

"Yeah, it's him", Kiara snapped. "He is really charming you know, a cold and yet gentle guy".

"Its enchanting", Kiara pointed out.

"Oooooooh, this bitch have gone too far, anyways I am still gonna support your obsessive desires", her friend beamed.