When I was younger, I always wondered what it felt like to be in love. I wondered what it'd be like to someday wake up next to the man that I would want for the rest of my life completely and unconditonally. I wondered if anyone would ever want me and if I'd ever be one of the special ones who got to experience marriage and kids and a family.
I wanted so much when I was younger but now I don't even want to grow up. I want to stay right here in this moment forever. I want time to stand still so I never have to worry about being hurt or being in love... again.