This afternoon Mattia left to the steak restaurant by the beach. He said he was getting steak and eggs for lunch because he ate me for breakfast. I mean we are in florida, the hispanic capital. You have Cuban, Puerto Rican, Haitian, Dominican, Jamaican and even Bajan/Barbadian food and you want steak? Mannnnn. Anyway my shoot is at 8 tonight and im excited. Ida is coming and her energy is amazing. She is my number one hype man.
Honestly the thought of Kobe being one room over gives me moths, not butterflies, in my stomach. At any point in time he could come, knock on the door, Mattia would accidentally answer for him, they'd get into an altercation and boom Kobe would yell we're married, and then me and Mattia wouldn't be together anymore and that would be terrible. I want to tell him the truth, i truly do, but Mattia and his anger issues, knowing how he would get, knowing he'd tell Kairi, Robert, Alvaro and Roshaun, knowing if we were to break up he'd go back to Vic? Im not going to risk it. I love this man and im not about to fuck it up. I mean its not cheating, so it shouldn't matter.
The door unlocks and Mattia comes in heated.
Y/n: How was it? You enjoy your time out?
Mattia: No. Not with Kobe following me around like a lost puppy and the old lady behind the counter who kept purposely fucking up my order trying to set me up with her granddaughter.
My heart dropped to my ass and the moths came back.
Y/n: *laughs. She tried to get you to go out with her granddaughter? Was she pretty?
I say trying not to think about Kobe.
Mattia: She was a solid 4. Only reason she was a four is because she could dress other than that, she wasnt pretty.
Y/n: Ohh
Mattia: Plus, she came to talk to me and her breath stunk. So even if she was my beauty standard that would have deducted everything.
I start to laugh uncontrollably.
Mattia: The only breath i can tolerate is yours.
Im still laughing.
Mattia: So am i coming to your shoot tonight?
Y/n: Yes, i mean if you want to.
Mattia: What time do we leave ?
Y/n: About 7:30. So eat before we leave and take a snack bcs its a three hour shoot with little breaks.
Mattia grabs my purse and puts snacks in it and sets it on the table. Drinks are already provided and so is food but food comes really late. Like 15 minutes after the shoot ends.
Mattia: Can we do something before we go?
I look at the time and its only 1:00.
Y/n: Sure what do you have in mind?
He grabs me and kisses me. He picks me up and takes me to the couch and he sits first. He pulls me on top and i start to pull his shirt off. I lick his chest and slide my tongue down to his v -line and back up to his neck.
He whips out his member and slaps him against my cheek before opening my mouth and hitting him against my tongue. I wanted him to head push me until I couldn't breathe, i wanted him to face fuck me till the eyeliner ran down my cheeks and for some odd reason i wanted the suffocating feeling of him in me. And that is exactly what had happened. He stood up grabbed my head and started thrust in my throat.
Mattia: You sexy bitch ughh
Mattia: Fuck me,
Mattia: look at you, beautiful.
He stopped and pulled out and told me to stand up, which i did. He turned me around. And slid in standing up and he pounded me. While he was inside of me he walked with me to the balcony and bent me over the ledge and went in.
Y/n: Ughhhhmmm Mattiii babyy Calmate,
Y/n: Fuckk pappii
Y/n: Quee Ricoo pappi Que Ricooo
You can tell i was getting it good. I never felt that good while getting fucked and ive never done it on a balcony before either. That was a plus and i loved it.
Y/n: ooouhhhhhh
Ive never ran from dick before but the way he was doing it I couldn't take it, i hopped off and held on to the bar because my legs were shaking so badly. He starts laughing
Mattia: Dont run. Come here.
I dont know why but i went back. He slides it back in me and he keeps going. My head is on the bar and im getting my pussy beat the fuck up.
Y/n: Daddy im cumming
Mattia: Go head. Cum on daddy.
I squirted. My pussy was tired but he kept going and going and then he busted inside of me. Poor sperms they not reaching the egg today #fuckthemkids
As he pulls out of me i fall. I cant use my legs at all right now and i mean at all. They aren't moving and im getting scared and in 7hrs i have a photoshoot. I started crying and Mattia went and got in the shower so he doesnt know i need help. So im crying and dragging myself across the balcony floor to get to the door to go in the damn room and sit on the couch and its not going okay. After 5 minutes of being in the floor i give up and call Mattia. He answers
Y/n: Mattia i cant walk.
He thinks im playing so he is laughing at me
Y/n: Mattia come get me please
I literally start crying and thats when he realizes im serious.
He turns the shower water off and comes get me wrapped in a black towel.
Mattia: You were serious. Do you need the hospital?
Y/n: No, just put me in the shower wash me up and put me in bed so i can sleep it off, got it?
Mattia: Okay Master.
He says in a fake weary tone.
He runs the water and puts me in. He washes my body and took extra care on my pussy if you know what i mean. He rinses me off, wraps me in a towel, dries me off and puts me in bed.
Y/n: No underwear? No clothes?
Mattia: Sleeping with no underwear is good for your vagina. Im getting you a shirt right now give me a sec.
He grabs me a shirt and puts it on me. He rubs lotion on my arms and legs and puts deodorant on my arms. He sprays me with my dior perfume and im all done. He then goes to my phone and sets my alarm for 7:00 so i can get up and put some clothes on to leave by 7:30.
The last thing he says before i go to sleep is
Mattia: I Love you and im sorry. Have sweet dreams Yenisis .
Y/n: I love you to Mattia.
