Distant(dream x female reader)

1 - the fear

(TW: ABUSE, BLOOD, SWEARING, YELLING, ALCOHOL AND SLIGHT R@PE SORT OF)

Y/n Pov:

I was walking home from work enjoying the cold refreshing air since I don't had a car. I am still saving up for one. But untill I get one I have to spend every day walking home. It was always scary because of the sketch neighborhood I have to walk through on my way home. I am the type of person to avoid all human socialization at all costs. I am a very held back and independent person due to my home and family (which we will find out more about as the chapter progresses) the only good thing in my life at the moment is being in a fandom and having people to entertain me thoughout what I am going through. I have made many friends in the fandom. But the main person that has helped me through the pain and depression is dream. His streams made me happy in which I rarely was. He made my days good again despite living in a terrible home. Once I got home I went upstairs into my room and closed and locked the door. No one noticed as usual I thought. I don't care anyways I didn't want them to notice what so they could put me down when I did nothing wrong. I'm good. I figure I can take a nap.

**Time skip 3 hours**

I woke up to a notification that Dream was streaming a minecraft challenge with his friends Karl, George, Sapnap and, Badboyhalo, so I decided to watch. As I was watching the stream the front door slammed open it was my stepdad. I could hear him dragging his feet up the steps. "Y/n who is that talking" he yelled. "You bitch you know you can't have anyone over." Shit he must be drunk again. "No one I am just watching a movie."I said. "Don't give me an attitude little girl." "I didn't." I spoke back. "I'm coming up there and you'll regret you ever raised your voice to me." "I'm sorry please don't" I grab my laptop and stopped the stream then hid it under my covers.

I hear banging on the door. "Let me in you slut." "Or i swear to God I will break it down." I had no doubt he would break it down and no one else was home, not like my mom would help me anyways she would probably sit there and watch when and if she got the chance. I decided against opening the door and hid behind clothes in my closet.

"If you don't open this damn door right now It will only get worse" The knocks began to get louder and louder then turned into kicks with the agression behind them only worse. *Boom* The stomping and yelling getting closer and closer. He is gonna find me for sure I thought. He looked around the room for a solid 30 seconds. Then he slammed open the closet with so much force the room was shaken.

He grabbed me by my hair and yanked me out of the closet he slammed me against the wall and grabbed me by the neck. "Please don't please I'm sorry please" I managed to get out even though it was a struggle. "It's too late now you should have thought before you spoke like that to me." "Do you know who I am" "Because it seems like you've forgotten and i'm gonna make you remember" I squirmed trying to get out of his grimy hands. He laughed and laughed. Untill he punched me one two three times. I felt the blood and tears fall down my face at once.

He threw me on the bed and got on top of me never loosening his grip upon my neck. Then repeatedly punched me. He stopped for a moment and said, "You look so pretty like this you know." I couldn't move all of his weight was on me. The smell of beer in my face. My face felt numb from the repeated punches. This is the worst it has ever been he has phisically harmed me before but never this bad. He moved his knee up to my crotch and slammed it into it while covering my mouth. I screamed from the pain my scream being muffled by the large hand. "You know you like that you slut." I yelled "Stop." into his hand. He did it again. Then slapped me.  He began to punch  me again over and over blood surrounding my face and bruises starting to form. Then all I could see was black.

*Time skip to morning*

I woke up on my bed dried up blood all over the covers. I walked into the bathroom in the hall quietly. I looked in the mirror my face having several bruises most of them small and a huge one over my eye. Along with more dried up blood all over my body. Fuck and I have to go to college today. I went into the shower and washed the blood off of myself. I never really wore makeup and if I did not much. I did own some foundation I've never used so I'll cover up the bruises with that. I looked at myself in the mirror I didn't look too bad. Then I noticed a red hand print on my neck. Everything started to come back to me. I started to tear up. I threw on a turtle neck. Wiped my tears and went back to my room to get ready for college. I didn't want to wake them up especially him so I crawled out the window. It's a pretty steep jump. I'll have to do it it's better then being around them. I jumped and hurt my leg I was able to walk just had a slight limp.

When I got to school I went to all of my classes avoiding everyone as I usually did. When I got into my global history class I sat down. The boy next to me was staring at me the whole class. After the class was over I went to my locker to grab my books when the guy that was next to me in the previous class came up to me. He leaned up against the locker next to mine. "What are you doing here all alone princess?" "Im not my friend is coming now get the fuck away from me." which I knew was a lie "Hey, hey no need to get feisty." "Your really cute you know" He said as he grabbed my arm aggressively. Then he moved his head up to my ear and whispered, "I would do all kinds of things to you." Then squeezed my arm harder. "Hey." I heard in the distance. "Get the fuck off of her dickhead." The boy let go and said "I'm not done with you yet...." With that he walked away. "Are you okay" a female voice spoke. "Yeah I'm fine thanks for that." "Of course." "What is your name anyways?" "Oh my name's Drista."

(Hi guys hope you like the story so far. I am going to be a bit slow on updates on it but I will try my hardest :)) one more thing don't be too harsh on me this is my first story)

(Most of the chapters will most likely be this length because it is easier for me)