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I felt horribly bad for Violet. How could I do this to her? Me and her aren't even friends but I still shouldn't have let anything happen between me and Tate. During school a few days later I bumped into Violet.
"I'm really sorry I wasn't paying attentio- Violet?" I said.
She looked at me, took a drag of her cigarette and started to walk away.
"Hey, Violet! Can we please talk. I need to tell you what happened alright! Please?"
She stopped walked and looked back at me.
"cmon (y/n). I walked in on you fucking my boyfriend. It's fine. Keep him."
She said sort of sarcastically.
"Meet me at the park at 3. I just want to talk to you. I feel horrible."
"Fine."
I was at the park by 2:40. I didnt mean to be that early but I was kind of scared to meet her there. By 3:14 I saw a figure walk up to me. It was her. I lit my cigarette and walked up to her and started guiding her to where I was sitting.
"Can i just tell you what started this so you know I didn't do it to hurt you?"
"Fine. Make it quick."
"One day in math class kids were picking on Tate so I stood up for him. Then when I was walking home he thanked me and invited me to his house. I said yes but before hand we stopped at my house so I could grab something. I told him to wait outside but he came into the house anyway and saw me changing in my room. I didn't know what to do and we were just staring at each other and.. I kissed him. I'm sorry. I pulled away because I realized that kissing him would hurt you. We walked to his house and started watching a movie and then.. you walked in.."
"Wow. Cute story."
Violet was vigorously smoking those cigarettes.. I think she was nervous? It was most likely because she's mad at me.
"Ya'know what? Come over to my house. I'm actually not mad at you (Y/N), I'm mad at Tate."
I looked at her a little shocked and confused but agreed to go to her house.
𝗩𝗶𝗼𝗹𝗲𝘁𝘀 𝗣𝗢𝗩:
She told me the whole story.. the only thing that really made me think was when she told me about him running into her house.. I swear that day I saw a blond boy look at me and run into a house.. I thought he looked familiar.. The walk to my house was pretty quiet but (y/n) broke the silence by asking for a cigarette. I don't think she's an actual smoker, I think she's just doing it to make me feel more comfortable around her, like we have something in common.. except guys
Once we made it to my house I brought her to my room. We kinda just sat on the bed. Just hanging out. She kept looking at me in a weird way. Like how girls look at their boyfriends in movies. I didn't really understand why.. but I think I might like it.. Me and her were just looking at each other, like no one else existed. She kept looking back and fourth from my eyes to my lips. I moved closer to her and leaning in to kiss her. I figured, her and Tate aren't dating, plus, I could kind of use her as revenge. Kissing (y/n) actual my felt nicer than I thought it would though. It felt.. right.
(𝗬/𝗡)'𝘀 𝗣𝗢𝗩:
Me and Violet were just sitting on her bed, not really saying anything. I was looking at her but then I started to realize just how beautiful she is.. I wanted to kiss her. I don't really know what this feeling is. She started looking at me too. I felt my checks start to get red. I wanted to kiss her so bad but what about Tate? After a few seconds of thinking about it, I thought "who cares?" Violet started to lean in and she kissed me. I quickly pulled away. Kissing her felt good but I didn't know if I should be doing it.. I had a shocked look on my face but that turned to a soft smile when I started looking at violets face again. I leaned in and kissed her again. This time with tongue. Kissing her felt different from kissing Tate. Not better or worse, just different. Violet slowly climbed on top of me. Her hands on my cheeks. I heard a door open but I just thought it was my imagination. I open my eyes for a second and saw Tate in the doorway.. he had been texting Violet and telling her that he was coming over to explain everything. I quickly sat up and started to tell him that nothing happened and that I didn't mean to do anything. He stormed out of the house and i followed after him. We made it to the street and he started yelling at me.
"what is wrong with you (y/n)! How could you do this to me? I cant believe you played with my feelings and then went to go fuck my ex girlfriend.!"
I was trying to push out my words but I couldn't. My throat started to close up because of the tears streaming down my cheeks. "im sorry. Tate I love you. Please forgive me.."
𝗧𝗮𝘁𝗲'𝘀 𝗣𝗢𝗩:
I've been texting Violet for a few minutes to warn her I was coming over. She wouldn't answer but I went over anyway. I needed to tell her that I was sorry for cheating on her and that I started to catch feelings for (y/n). Her mom let me in and when I opened Violets bedroom door I stood in disbelief. My ex girlfriend was kissing my current girlfriend! (Y/N) looked at me and pushed Violet off of her so she could talk to me. I ran out of the house ignoring (y/n). I finally snapped once we reached the street. I didn't mean to yell at her like that. She immediately bursted into tears. I felt bad but I was to angry at her. I gave her a sympathetic look and stormed off. When I got to my house I locked my bedroom door and started playing my favorite songs. The sound was echoing through the house. I was so angry but I still love my girlfriend, I don't know what to do..
(𝗬/𝗡)'𝘀 𝗣𝗢𝗩:
I felt so bad for Tate, I know how horrible this year has been for him. I decided that it would probably be best just to let him cool down for a few hours. A few hours after we had our argument I went to his house and knocked on his bedroom door. I heard the music blasting through the door. Kurt Cobain. It made me happy that me and him shared the same music taste. I kept knocking at the door when I heard a loud "Go Away."
"Please Tate. I am so sorry. Just let me come in.. please.."
The door finally opened and I just stood there for a second. Looking into his eyes. I could tell that he was upset, he looked like he had been crying. After a few seconds I gave him a big hug. He surprisingly hugged me back.
"I love you Tate.. do you still love me?"
He sighed and said "yes. I still love you (y/n)." I sighed in relief. I held his cheeks in my hands and slowly kissed him. He kissed me back. I gave him another hug and he carried me to his bed. Were we really about to do this right now? I mean it was amazing the first time and I've heard that angry sex is the best kind of sex..
He lied me down on his bed and sat beside me. I looked over to him and he looked at me and kissed me. I slowly spread my legs open to invite him in. He got the message and climbed on top of me and smiled. We started kissing again and he pulled off my shirt. I pulled his off and he unclipped my bra. Thankfully I was wearing a nice pair of underwear. I pulled my pants off and he started to unbuckle his belt. He pulled off my panties and started kissing my thighs, leaving hickeys. I smiled at him and he starting to lick my clit in circles. How was he so good at this? I started moaning and I could tell that got him excited, when I was about to cum he stopped and said "don't forget, I'm still mad at you" I rolled my eyes and was tempted to finish myself but i knew he didn't want me to. He took off his boxers but didn't want me to see how hard he was. This time instead of letting me adjust to his size, he started thrusting. It hurt a little at first but that quickly turned to pleasure. He leaned down to my face and I kissed him passionately. He accidentally let me see his smile and tried to hide it when he realized I saw. We both finished and as soon as we did Tate kind of just lied on top of me. I wrapped my arms around him. And he turned his head to the side and let his head rest on my chest. After a few seconds I started playing with his hair. I know he loves when I do that. I could feel him smiling "I love you so much tate"
"I love you too (y/n)." I put my hands to the sides of his head and pulled it up so we were face to face and i gave him a warm smile, then kissed him. He rolled off me and we cuddled for a while until we eventually fell asleep together.
