Overthinking.

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Last game already. Huh. Time really does fly. If only I could pause time, or go back to my favorite memories.

SMACK

5 minutes later.

Akaashi opened his eyes a bit. "Huh..?" He mumbled.

The game. Right. I must have gotten hit in the head. Dammit Akaashi, you should be focusing on the game.. but I can't. I'm so nervous for some reason.. this is such a weird feeling. I never feel this nervous during a game. is it because of it being my last game? Maybe, but that shouldn't make me nervous. 

The crowd cheers loudly. they won. I feel so .. useless. All I did was sit on the bench, yet everyone was telling me good job. I don't deserve them telling me this. of course I don't. 


They'd all walk to the locker room.


"Good job everyone! This season was amazing, and I am glad I was able to play with you all." Bokuto said proudly.


Everyone soon headed to the bus. Bokuto sat next to Akaashi of course.


"Hey Akaashi! Are you okay? You got hit in the face really hard. You never act like that. You just seemed out of it. Were you overthinking again? I am sure what you were thinking about was nothing to worry about and I'm sure it's gonna be okay!" Bokuto smiled.

"I was overthinking, and I do apologize for the way I acted, but I am not sure what I was thinking about will be okay. It's something I used to never think about until this last week. Your aware we are graduating this week, correct?" 

"Of course I know that! I'm excited about graduation.. wait, why are you worried about that? Akaashi you know you did really good, so no need to worry about how you did, okay?"

"It's not about that, and I know I did good. It's just I- Nevermind. It doesn't matter, you played really good today. I'm sorry I couldn't set to you." Akaashi always knew how to distract or change the subject with Bokuto, but this time it didn't work. Bokuto was concerned about Akaashi. Yes, Akaashi does keep things to himself, but Bokuto normally makes him feel better about it.

"Akaashi. Your not getting out of this. Did something happen? Did your parents say something to you? I'm hear to listen you know. You don't have to always keep things to yourself. I'm here to listen, and I'm not going to leave you alone until I know." Bokuto said angrily.

Akaashi just sat there quietly. Questioning if he tells bokuto. Do I tell him? What if he gets mad. I wish he would just forget about this. Akaashi sighed.

"Fine, I'll tell you. I'm scared. That one day, I'll call out your name to set to you, and you won't be there. I'm scared your going to leave."


...

"Akaashi..- You don't have to worry about that, because I promise you I'm not going to be leaving for a while. Trust me. I love you so much, I love your pretty smile, and your beautiful eyes. I love everything about you. I would never want to leave. Akaashi, you will never have to worry about that."

Akaashi's face turned pink hearing those words. He has had a crush on Bokuto since the first month of playing with him. He's always been there for Bokuto, and hearing those words from him made him feel different, like hope that he has never felt before. Out of nowhere Akaashi kissed Bokuto out of no where. Bokuto didn't pull away. As soon as they broke the kiss.

"I- I'm sorry, I don't know what got over m-" Before Akaashi could finish Bokuto kissed him again. 

"It's okay Akaashi." Bokuto smiled before pulling Akaashi into a hug. Bokuto put Akaashi on his lap as Akaashi started falling asleep. 







-NOTES FROM THE AUTHOR-

Hi :D 

Should I make another part on this? idk. anyways. I am not going to finish "gomen" or idk I might anyways. Have a good day.



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