Taehyung hated jungkook to the bone
Jungkook too reciprocated the feelingBut actually jungkook liked or maybe loved taehyung
There is actually no literal reason for taehyung to hate jungkook but he couldn't help it
Jungkook on other hand, was hurting the most
No one knew about the love jungkook had for taehyung
When taehyung said he had a crush on someone, their friends cheered for taehyung
As always, jungkook mocked him, wanted taehyung to know that he doesn't care
But he was hurting inside, knew very well that "someone" could never be him
Whn taehyung revealed the person he has a crush on, their friends cheered for him.
Jungkook didn't say anything, just holding the pen in his hands tightly, he was unusually quiet, but no one seemed to notice
He excused himself to restroom
He cried, he knew that "someone" could never be him but a little part of him was hoping that taehyung would say his name...
He came back with red eyes, again no one seemed to care, very busy cheering for taehyung to talk to his crush.
Whn taehyung confessed his crush to that "someone", his friends cheered
His crush accepted him, they started dating that day too
Jungkook became very quiet, but again no one seemed to care
Jungkook wasn't his playful self anymore but no one noticed
Whn taehyung said he love that "someone" or we can say his boyfriend, his friends cheered
Jungkook was hurting himself in every way possible
He stopped making fun of taehyung
That same little part of him thought taehyung's crush on that "someone" would disappear and he will start liking him, but that will never happen
He started to cut himself, but again no one seemed to notice
Whn taehyung proposed to his boyfriend, his friends cheered.
Jungkook was there too, tears in his pretty eyes, once had all the stars in the universe now a empty vacuum.
Taehyung was smiling ear to ear, looked very happy, jungkook smiled a little knowing that taehyung is happy, even tho he was not the one making him happy
Jungkook went home that day, cried and cried, cut himself, cried and cried then finally he passed out.
When taehyung gave him the invitation of his marriage, he faked a smile and accepted it.
Jungkook looked too pale, like a ghost but no one seemed to notice
When taehyung and that "someone" got married, his friends cheered.
Jungkook was there too, how can he not go when his love, taehyung asked him to come in a gentle way, not in a rude, mocking way the way he always talk to jungkook
Jungkook wanted to cry but at the same time he is too numb to cry now
His love, taehyung married another man in front of his not so pretty eyes
Jungkook congratulated the newly married couple with a smile, a fake one.
Jungkook went to his apartment, he broke down. there was no one for him. he could not move on from taehyung, he tried to.
He just wanted to see his love, his taehyung happy and taehyung is happy but not because of him, but of someone else
All of their friends seemed to care only about taehyung, no one ever asked how jungkook was doing
Not even yoongi, his closest friend of all time.
He cried for hours, not only because of taehyung got married but also of he had no one for him
He tried to talk with yoongi about taehyung but the older did not listen to him, said "look jungkook, i know u are just going to bitch about taehyung and his boyfriend, please stop this" and went away
Jungkook tried to talk with his other bestfriend jimin, but he was always out of reach, whenever jungkook try to text him, jimin would say "I'm sorry jungkook, i need to study now" or whenever jungkook try to talk with him person, jimin would say, "later jungkook i have some works"
Jungkook then tried to talk with all of his friends but no one seemed to care, everyone was too hyped up with taehyung and his boyfriend
After the marriage, jungkook stopped going out with them. He was always lonely.
His friends would call him but that too when they want something from him.
One day, hoseok was trying to reach for jungkook but he couldn't. He asked yoongi about jungkook but the latter said he didn't know. Then hoseok tried to ask jimin but jimin said he too didn't know
Then hoseok went to jungkook's apartment, it was unlocked.
He went in and saw the living room empty, he tried to call for his name, but no one answered
He went to jungkook's bedroom, and rushed to the bed, tried shaking the lifeless body laying there in the bed
He panicked when there was no response from jungkook.
Hoseok called yoongi and told him what was happening
Yoongi rushed there along with jimin
They too tried to wake him but no response
They took him to hospital
Doctor said that he was sorry when there was nothing he could do
They brought him too late, actually found him too late
They could do nothing about this now, they had time once then but they didn't realise
They did all the rituals
One day they all decided to go to jungkook's apartment and try to find a reason why he committed suicide.
They had no clue what happened to him, he seemed 'fine' to them.
They searched everywhere in that apartment
Jimin found something like a note under his bed, he called others.
Beside the note, they found three pictures, one was their friends group photo before taehyung's boyfriend came to the their life, another one was jungkook's where he looked so sad, almost lifeless, and the last one was taehyung's where taehyung was smiling ear to ear, he seemed very happy in that picture
Confused them started to read the note...
Tears were flowing from everyone's eyes, yoongi crying very hard and blaming himself for everything happened
Jimin was nothing lessTaehyung sobbing, crying on his husband's chest, feeling very much guilty.
Others were also crying and blaming themselves
Now, Jungkook is not sad or anything related to that word, he is free..
He flew away, far away, no one could reach him and break him another time..
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FanfictionWe all need someone to understand and care about us but what if there is no one... //Warnings// • self-harm is mentioned • suicide • heavy angst If u are sensitive to above mentioned please don't read this!!