𝕀 𝕣е𝕞𝕖𝕞𝕓𝕖𝕣 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕪𝕖𝕕 𝕦𝕡 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕞𝕒𝕜𝕖 𝕤𝕦𝕣𝕖 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕤 𝕒𝕝𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥.
𝔹𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕖𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕀 𝕤𝕒𝕪,
𝕀 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕒𝕞𝕖.
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⚠️MENTIONS OF DEATH, SUICIDE, DARK THOUGHTS, AND HOMOPHOBIA⚠️
Ne·va·eh
/NEH-VAY(E)- UH/
noun
1.
Someone that has lost a loved one and uses flirtation as coping.
"Poor Neveah"
2.
Someone who's had a partner that had tooken their own life because of dark thoughts.
"Poor Neveah"
Similar: Generation Z, The LGBTQ+ community
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JULY OF 2011
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The 15 year old girl stared at the screen infront of her, Tears pouring from her eye's, her sobs quiet.
On the screen was her beautiful girlfriend, Dead. Cords around her kneck, Hanging from the ceiling fan.
This isn't how she expected to spend her 4th of July.
Not with a dead girlfriend.
Not with a homophobic family not caring.
Not with dark thoughts.
Not without one of her soulmates.
Not without Payton.
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LATE NOVEMBER OF 2010
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Nevaeh stared out the window of her home, She was alone again at her home with her beloved Payton.
A blanket was wrapped around them with Payton in Nevaeh's lap, Head resting on Nevaeh's chest.
Nevaeh pet Payton's hair as she stared out the window, Watching the snow fall.
"You're my best friend Payton." Nevaeh smiled softly down on the girl she held close.
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July of 2012
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Nevaeh sat beside a grave, Coat draped over her, Flowers propped on the grave.
She watched the fireworks light up the sky.
"Y'know" They said, Watching a red firework the shape of a heart light up the sky.
"We could have watched these together last year." Nevaeh sadly smiled
"At least an Angel like you doesn't continue to suffer in this terrible place. Thank God he finally retrieved you, stopped your hurting." They said, looking down at the grave.
"But now I hurt, And I don't get saved since I'm not an angel like you." They continued to speak as she layed down on the wet grass beside the grave.
