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" now i'm finna be a auntie period" Shanteria said going in her room
I sat down on the couch and started silently crying , how could i do this to myself ? I'm 21 barely work , got a fucked up love life , now pregnant by a nigga that shows his dick to everybody for some money on the internet .
me: wya? Rashad🏚💘 : home , wassup? me : i need to talk to you Rashad🏠💘: aigh , pull up
" SHANTERIA" I yelled
" Shan , i'm bout to go" i said going up to her door
" Shan you heard me-" i stopped as i heard a familiar voice
" you need to put on some clothes" i heard quan
" i got on clothes" Shan said
fast forward >>>>>> "look i said nothing ,i got to go meet Rashad , bye" I scolded
I walked to my car and shook my head , I hooked my car up to the bluetooth and pressed the contact and waited for them to answer .
" hey cousinnnn" Raniyah said
" wyd boo ?" i said merging on the free way
" nothing , just got out the shower" she propping the phone up
" girl nobody wanna see them itty bitty things" i said laughing
" quan like it and kilon too" she said putting on deodorant
" you still mess with quan ?" i asked
" barely , he ain't been stun me" she said looking sad
" girl he probably stun somebody else , fuck him" i ranted
" but hold on hold on kilon calling me" she exclaimed
" ok girl" i chuckled
I didn't even bother telling her about Quan and Shanteria on the phone , i'll just tell her to focus on Kilon without saying too much . My cousin had been dealing with him for a long time and i ain't wanna hurt her , she ain't listen to nobody advice anyway
I pulled into Rashad apartments before walking up the stairs , I went to knock before i remembered i had my key , I unlocked the door and heard loud music coming from his room
" Rashad" I said cutting down the speaker outside his room
" yo ! yeah i'm in here dior" he said
" can you put the blunt out-" i said stopping and getting the urge to throw up , I ran to the bathroom and thankfully i made it in the toliet. I got up grabbed my spare toothbrush and brushed my teeth . I wiped my mouth before going to back into the room .
" you good?" he asked worried
" yeah" i said lowly
" what were you doing?" i asked
" nothing , texting this girl about a collab" he said
" who?" i said already knowing how this gonna go
" her , she famous and got a big booty" he said licking his lips
" ohh she real pretty too , just make sure you wrap up so she won't end up like me" i said lowly
" what you just said?" he asked
"nothing" i said with an attitude
" no what the hell you just said dior" he said standing up
I looked at him with sad eyes before uncontrollable tears streamed down my face . I looked at the the boy i called my Brother and Boyfriend all in one , the one person that made me feel like i was on top of the world and made feel like the prettiest girl . I looked down before pulling the the pregnancy test out my purse and handed it to him .
" when did you found out" he said sitting next to me
"like 2 days ago , i went to shan house and she gave me a pregnancy test , that's when i texted you and told you we needed to talk" i said
Silence fell between us both and we both just stared at each other . My mind was going a hundred miles per hour and i could not make out the look on his face . He stared at me as if he was disgusted with me .
" what do you want to do?" he asked
" what you mean? i'm young i wanna have a abortion" i said proudly
" oh hell no , Abortion ? Really Dior?" he asked shockingly
" Yes , Rashad" I said standing up " i'm not fina have your baby and we not even together , What I look like having a baby for a piece of man" I scoffed
" what you mean ? I can't be tied down .. you know the type of job i have , you and I both know that even if we tried it wouldn't work dior .. we both have money to support this baby , imma be here forever .. cmon don't act like that" he said hugging me
" ok i hear you and imma take your word , i need to get home i gotta wake up early in the morning .. the doctors appointment at 8:35" i said grabbing my stuff and heading towards the door
" ight ma , dior i love you ok ? Facetime me when you get home please" He said kissing my forehead
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