𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒌 𝒊𝒏 ( sarawat tine )

relize reality

Feelings ,emotions and curiosity made me do this i didn't hesitate i didn't even have to think twice before doing it he needed to be checked and i was the only doctor  in the room but then i removed his mask and it hits me like thunder ,it was him !!! It was tine !!! My love .....

I was shaking and trembling my hands couldn't even move probably i started touching his face while trembling tears came out of my eyes unaware of what did just happen then i collapsed on the floor in shock crying so loud calling his name
I touched his face checking him i was scared shaking and trembling touching every inch of his face not missing a spot with tears dropping out of my eyes i just wanted to give him a tight hug but i couldn't

"Tine !!!!! Tine is that really you?"

The emptyness in the room was scary where you can only  hear the heart rate device and the rain drops outside the window .
He was fine but i wasn't i couldn't hear anything after this and then it went all black !

I was moved by the doctors who saw me laying on the floor  , on a bed near him i woke up there opening  my eyes a bright light hits my eyes with a foggy scene infront of me ,there  was man standing looking at me in worry but he was happy  .

I managed to get up by myself but after a struggle man didn't let me get up

"Tine i want to see tine "

"Here he is laying beside you just take a rest buddy "

"No i wanna see him"

"Dude there he is "
He moved my face towards tine's direction to let me see him clearly

"So it is really him?"

"You found him wat ,you did it "

"I did it "
I wasn't able to breathe well i was so happy yet sad that i found him at this state i didn't want this to happen but i was glad i found my only love .
I smiled and gave man a hug ,man suddenly breaks the hug

"But sarawat "

"What?"

"Did you think why tine was in this state ?"

"I did from the first begining ! But i wasn't expecting this would have ever happen!"

"Who's responsible for all of this? "

"I really don't know , we should wait for him to wake up and ask him"

"We should dude ,he looks half dead we need to help him"

"I will , i will help him "

I sighed and bite my lip looking at tine where was i when he needed me the most ? I'm sure he had his own reasons but ..... I really need to know what had brought him to be like this ? He's ....... he's become skinny pale and soulless like he hasn't been eating well for the past two years i had so many questions in my head about tine , it's not like i hated him or something but i was worried sick about him we never had problems nothing came between us so what made him do that ?

At that time when he left i was depressed i questioned myself was i not good enough for him ? Was i pressureing him somehow ? Or he didn't love me the way i loved him? No , that's not it if he hadn't loved me he wouldn't have been with me for 2 years till graduation right ?

That's when i woke up one day and i spread my hands  looking for him as in every morning i give him hugs and kisses so he can wake up . But this time he wasn't there .

Come to think of it tine never showed he had hid something ! He never had big secrets .

But anyways i have to keep an eye on him just in case anything happens i will be here to help him out , so i decided to be his personal doctor I wanted to stay by his side when he wake up i wanted him to feel protected by me and that  he's not alone anymore I'm here for him .

The first day was great i checked his health and it was in progress , but he was still not waking up yet i waited for him ,untill the 4th day came in i was walking in the kids sector to meet tina and other kids it's been 3 days i haven't checked them so i decided to give it a stroll to the kids sector .

Here she comes running towards me giving me a warm hug i crouched down to give her a small peck on her cheek it's like she's my own daughter , that's how much i love this kid she greets me with the brightest smile she had .

"Hello dr sarawat you're here !"

"Yes i came just to see you tina "
I boopped her nose .

"Woahhhh really dr sarawat?"

"Yes ofcours "

I headed to her mom talking to her while she was hugging me .

"I won't be able to see her these days because i have i patient to take care of so I'm going to put man in charge of tina these few days "

"Noooo i don't want that"
She started whining

" Why baby?"

"I want doctor sarawat , dr man is scary "

"No honey he's not , he's my best friend so you should trust him too"

"Yes tina he's dr sarawat's friend "

"Nooo mommy I don't like that "

"Then I'll try to come often and see you how about that?"

"Deal"

"Deal"

She accepted it faster than i thought it was kind of surprising .

"Now come sit down and let's check you for today"

I sat her down and checked her health progress and as always she's doing great every day .

"Wow little tina you're getting better and better every day"

"That's because dr . Sarawat is treating me "

"Eyyyyy, it's you who listens to mommy i didn't do anything "

"Hahaha look at her she's blushing "
Her mom says .

"Okay Tina now doctor sarawat has to leave because i have a patient to take care of "

"Who is it?"

"A patient came three days ago he wasn't feeling well so i have to take good care of him"

"Okay but promise me you'll come as soon as you finish ok?''

"Ok promise "
I winked and clicked with my fingers then left .

I was smiling at that little kid she's so lifely and fun despite her young age she has alot of ambition inside her heart which makes me feel happy .
I continued my tour to other sectors checking all patients as usual when ...

"Dr. Sarawat to the ICU right now , the patient is having a hard time breathing "

"Ohh god i just left him an hour ago "

Tine is in danger oh my i really need to run fast and help him .

As i arrived the doctors were already around him giving him electric shocks and CPR but it wasn't working .

"We lost the patient , time of death 12.02.2020 at 4:56 pm"

No no no don't say that , don't say tine is dead ! What do you mean he's dead ?

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A/T
What do you think guys ? Sarawat was trying hard to be with tine and now he's definitely gone and slipped out of his hands ! Will he be able to save him at the last minute ?

There's a specific part which i personally liked and really felt bad about it it was when Sarawat finally met tine but he couldn't do anything not even embrace him , he was shocked crying and shaking i felt it .
True that i haven't experienced this kind of thing but i was able to relate with sarawat.

And btw i know nothing about medical things just few of them .
Hope you like this chapter and the upcoming chapters will solve the puzzle soon .

Thank you ,❤️❤️❤️