Chapter 4 - Confused

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Yet again, it was Friday.

Tristan was actually going to sleepover.....and Im not sure if it will be just any sleepover.....

Tristan's POV


No. I cannot do this. I have the urge but sleep with a guy?! Am I insane? Why am I falling for someone who doesn't have boobs.....or the other thing. I can't go on with this. I might have to call him off again.

I can't be gay, I know I'm not I like girls too...maybe I'm bi? I give up. I'm just gonna make myself straight. This is wrong.

Sean's POV


I was at my locker getting my usual math binder and AP Human Book for homework (Shoots self mentally). In the corner of my eye I spotted.....the boy dripping sex. Okay maybe not sex I bet he's gonna come over here and wuss out just like last time.

"Hey Tristan!" I yelled....louder than needed.

"Sean...I can't do this." he hesitated.

"We are not doing this shit again, you're coming over tonight!" Okay so maybe I was a little crazy.

"Uh....." Before I could convince him he ran away...but for some reason I wasn't mad. Not only did I fall for the same thing twice...but he seemed like he was confused. It was kind of sad...

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Seans's POV

Spanish Class. Monday Morning. 7:10....i think...

I sat in my usual seat beside Tristan and turned right to him.

"It's okay you know, I'm not upset." I said.

"No....I'm sorry I don't want to hurt you. In fact, I like you. So I was thinking maybe we can still try that sleepover?" he whispered.

Aw haaaaaail naw. Maybe I should. Gah. I don't know. He seems like he really wants to.

"Only if you promise not to wuss out." I exclaimed.

"Yea of coarse.....you are my bitch..." he said. My face turned red and I slapped his arm.

"Shut up." I smiled.

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