As I grew older, my body changed; just as my mind did. My mind wasn't the only thing changing as people's minds and interest changed. They were loosing interest of my personality, my body was more interesting to them.
As the world was sexualising me...
Walking down the streets or the school highway became a burden, people would keep staring at me, they looked at some parts of my body that I couldn't even look at, even with a mirror. And I was yet hiding myself under pretty baggy clothes, not because I don't like my body; just so people would stop staring at me. Many guys were talking to me just to get advantages, they won't get to know more about my personality, they'll just dig deeper into finding a way to grab my titties.
As if it wasn't enough for my 17 years old self, my parents would blame me for my body. When it started to change they completely changed their way of seeing me, not that they sexualise me too; they'll rather tell me not to buy such things and some others. They suddenly started taking control of my body. But they are really sweet, and understanding regarding other issues. They always want the best for me, they try and work really hard so I can feel comfortable at home and outside too. I'm learning things through them day by day.
And you might ask yourself, what does my friends think of it? Or why I didn't mention them? Only because I don't have any friends, except from Lia, a cute Korean girl that sits next to me in biology. She's really kind and is a shy girl, she is really respectful and doesn't have friends. My cute friend unfortunately is not able to defend me whenever people try to get advantage, she's way too shy. But it's okay! I do it every time now, I'm used to it. If someone ever pity out there I'll just slap you, I'm a bad b. A harassed one but I'm a bad b.
Oho wait! Did I forgot to introduce myself?? I'll do it now. Anyways, hi I'm Emily, I'm turning 18 this year and I'm a junior. I study at the Vilar High School, it's a cute school somewhere in Hollywood, and it's my nightmare, I think you can relate right? Ya know... homework, exams and mean professors but you know haha. I'm about 5'6, black hair and brown foxy eyes. I'm not skinny, but not fat either. Do y'all get it? Like I am skinny but with a butt a little too big, same for my boobs, my back literally kill me and I sleep broken, I look like this drawing. Wait I'm drawing it... Here!!
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But I don't have that much bumps tho, I'm just not good at drawing actually. Anyways that pretty much why I sleep broken.
That's too much talking and the sound of my alarm is pissing me off lmao. Let's get up to go to school guys, let me just shut that freaking alarm up. Here!!! My ears feel way better!! As I was just opening my eyes, my mum decided to break the door instead of just opening it to give me a heart attack. And I almost peed my pants. Thanks mum!!
- Mum!!! Why are you breaking my door at 6:25 in the morning??? - It's time for school, what do you want me to do?? Knock on the door while your dribbling on your pillow? You ain't going to wake up if I wouldn't swing that door off!! - That's not true!! You're making tons of it again. - Sweetheart, she said as she sits on the bed, don't you remember that time the house was literally on fire and we kept calling you, so you'll get out of here but didn't woke up? Huh? You got it now when I say you won't make it to your alarm!! Now please get up and open that window, it's stinky in there! She said while make that weird face when you walk into the bathroom after someone else.
Like Chad actually, my ex boyfriend that cheated on me. Y'all don't worry, I punched him in the ball, yes punched, at lunch, in front on everyone. Bestie I'm telling you he ain't having babies for what he did, this asshole!!
Anyways, as the birds were singing outside, lmao no I'm playing, it's winter time. As I was freezing in my room, I got up and got dressed up, just a nice hoodie that's too big for me, a crop top underneath because why not and a pair of baggy jeans. If someone out there telling me I'm dirty because I don't shower in the morning I'll slap you (yes again <3), I actually take showers before going to sleep, I tell you besties try it. It'll make you sleep like a baby.
Anyways I washed my face, brushed my tooth, a little spf, mascara and lipstick and I'm ready to go. I grabbed my bag and my phone, without forgetting my airpods. Then slid down the stairs, and eventually fell down. I got up, took an apple said bye to my mum while she was yelling at me for not eating breakfast and went to school.
I don't take the bus, too much people and they're so loud I can't even listen to music. I got there and went straight to my locker and took my books for the day. Lia's locker was near mine so I ran into her in the corridor and we unfortunately split up to go to class.
I have English class, not my favourite, it's a bit boring and my seatmate will not help me make those two hours go by faster. I'm literally sitting next to the boy I hate the most, Kaden Rockwell. Whoever made this boy, I'm sorry. You know that one tall boy, always wearing black and is like soo mysterious that no one knows about? That's him. He yet isn't a brown haired boy, surprisingly he's blond with very green eyes. Those nasty eyes don't know how to make his gaze look kind towards me. Ugh I hate him.
The second I got into the classroom, they all looked at me like I was a McDonald's meal. They always do that. But guess who decided to push the hell out of me?? Y'all know who it is...
- What is wrong with you?! - You were blocking the way dumby, please let me reach my seat, it's 8 fucking am. He said as he sat down. - Okay and?? This isn't a reason, you hurt me! I said following his movements. - I don't care please shut up. - Jerk!! - Yeah and you're a talkative bitch.
I just gave up talking to him at this point. I just know those two hours will be so hard to appreciate.
—————————————————————————————————————————————————— Well hi there!!☺️ I hope you enjoyed this really first chapter, I'm sorry if it's a bit floppy, but I just wrote it down spontaneously haha. Also I'm not really that good at English because I'm French haha. If there is something to change in the story, or something that doesn't makes sense comment about it!!! That would help me improve my English. Tell me what's your first impression of the chapter 1!! I'm talking- well writing too much but I will lastly tell you that I'll update a part each week, not to put suspense but cuz I'm a really lazy girl lmao. Thank you for reading it all, love you all besties!!!
