it's like 12 am and i'm crying. but basically a while ago my dad found my suicide notes and now i'm being forced to talk about it and i really dont want to. tbh i hate being here and i hate this family but i have nowhere else to go. i don't wanna self diagnose but i feel like ive had depression since like third grade 😃. i literally hate the way i look in every way possible and i want to die . now you may think im begging for attention but that's literally not the case i mean who in their right mind would wanna fake this i don't even wanna go through the shit. um i also ditched all my friends soo but they were toxic. and now i'm being bullied on wattpad and it's making me sick to my stomach 🥰😍. yes we love that. basically this is just gonna be me ranting whenever i'm crying. um anyways have an amazing day loves 👴🏿
