Love Begins With Hate (Niall Horan FanFiction)

Chapter One. - FML!

”I met this new girl..” Dad said with a deep voice. What? Did he mean he and mum are going to split? I swallowed and looked away, at my mother. She was crying, as my younger brother. 

”We are getting a divorce.” Mum said and tried to smile. It didn’t work. Gosh, how could dad. I’m so not gonna live with him anymore. 

”I’m moving tomorrow, to Mullingar.” Dad said and stood up. ”Oh, dad, I will miss you so much!” Carter said, hugging him tightly. 

Carter is my younger brother, my name is Veronica. I sighed and started thinking for myself. I’m not gonna hug dad. 

”You have to move with him, kids.” Mum said, looking at me, and then Carter. 

”Mum, are you stupid?! I’m not moving with him!” I screamed and stood up. 

Quickly I ran upstairs, and falled down in my bed. I took up my MacBook, started blogging. 

‘GOSH! I can’t believe my mum makes me move to dad’s.. I hate this shit, seriously. Carter doesn’t understand what’s going on, he just thinks dad is going to live in another house. Not that they are separating. Fuck my life.’ I wrote and pressed the button that said ‘Publish.’ I don’t care that my parents are reading my blog. And I am blogging so I can put all my feeling into the internet, even if my parents don’t like that I am. I don’t care a fuck what they are thinking. I would care less now when they are splitting, but I can’t. 

I ran my hand throught my hair and started listen to Ed Sheeran. I love all his songs, they just.. mean alot to me. Quietly I started singing to the voice in my earphones. I looked up at the ceiling and gasped. 

You we’re just a small bump unborn for four months then brought to life, 

You might be left with my hair but you’ll have your mother’s eyes, 

I’ll hold your body in my hands be as gentle as I can, 

but for now you’re a scan of my unmade plans, a small bump, 

In four months you’re brought to life 

I’ll whisper quietly, I’ll give you nothing but truth, 

If you’re not inside me I’ll put my future in you 

‘Cause you are my one, and only, 

I sang for myself, with a smile on my lips. Gosh. Ed Sheeran’s voice was so soft. Like.. to much for me. I closed my eyes, but opened them fast as I saw my bedroom door opening. 

"Veronica?" A deep voice said, while opening my door. My eyes flew to the door while sighing quietly.

I took out my earphones and looked at my dad that was walking into my room.I saw his eyes and bit my lip. They we're red and almost swollen, he had cried. He and mum had fighted, I always notice when they had.

"Hi, dad.." I whispered, and he sat down at my bed, looking at me.

"I wan't you too move with me.." He murmured and looked down at my sheet.

"Why not Carter?" I asked and sighed quietly.

"He can't take that I have a new girlfriend, and she have a son that is gonna live with us." He said, finally looking up at me.

"Oh.. what's his name?" I asked, tried to sound happier. But no, I wasn't happy.

"Niall." He said, smiling softly.

"And the lastname?" I asked, smiling back, tried to make him feel better. 

"Horan."

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chapter one! (short one.. i know)

cred to my friend, Veronica, that helped me with it! Love you!