the demon you created

good bye Stockholm!

- the uber: "miss we're here ! "
I got off the car , what a view , here I am finally in New York i've never been here before actually but I heard a lot about that place , I've seen a lot ...
- the uber: " ehh! Miss ? "
-"oh ! Sorry I got distracted by the view, after all Stockholm is no New York , i'll take my bags , here is your money ".
- the uber :" thank you , have a good day Miss ."
-"oh yees !! You can count on me . "
I can't believe I'm here and i'll see my mother after two minutes , no.. one minute , i'm already at the street she's living at . After sanding me to a boarding school in Stockholm I hope she's feeling good and that my ghost isn't haunting her every night . Well , we'll see . My relationship with mom have always been complicated and full of mystery , like I've always felt like she treats me as i owe her something, that was technically true she gave me life, but I was a child , I deserved love . Having those thoughts ,tears filled my eyes disturbing my sight , incapable of seeing clearly I ran into someone .
- "oh I'm sorry! I'm deeply sorry!! "
- "Elliot ,is that you ? "
I raised my head to see a robust silhouette, he was taller than me but I could see that he was a guy , wait HELL , that's Joshua my childhood's neighbor, hah normally in stories people run into their childhood's best friends but I'm not that lucky . Joshua is literally the third most hated person by me, after of course the first one Eren Yaeger who continued his fall into a villainous role and the second one is an annoying girl who used to study with me , I bet she was blaming me for being her crush teacher's favorite student , well none of my fault if I was a hard worker neither if she had daddy issues , I still remember the time Mr. Oscar -the teacher I told you about - gave me his paper holder since I didn't have one ,she waited until the night falls to steal it from me , ahh that was an insane school ,guesse I should thank mom and that jerk standing in front of me,since he was one of the reasons I left , or to be honest they forced me to leave , that day was rlly awfull that I still don't wanna go to parties I can't even ... ughh enough bad nostalgia . I bet you all wondering why isn't he the first person I'm hating , well I have my reasons  , that day ugh no stop remembering .
- "hmm yes it's me , i guesse , and no thanks I don't want to talk . "
-" wait , Elliot ... "
Ouf !! I saved my skin and made it to our house's hall , this place didn't really change , oh ! there is a little change, now we have plants . I gathered all my courage and screamed : -i'm hooome .
It feels good to say it after all those years , there is no place like home .
- " you're here already , Andrews have told me so ." Mom said in a sternly voice
- "so , if I get it right, you knew i'm coming and this is my welcome party ?"
- "it's not like you bothered yourself to call me or ask me what I think . In brief, go take a shower and change so you can eat ."
Wow, she really didn't change . The same rude strict mommy of old times but to be honest I missed her i missed her voice while yelling at me , yeah my fragile memorie couldn't bare all these years that's why all I kept was some little weak fragments from past , but I couldn't forget that silhouette of her moving to the kitchen and then to my room to make sure I'm ockey ... .
Exited , I went to the bathroom, finally a comfortable large one where I can sing and dance while letting that awesome hot water tikle my hair , and looking at the mirror to realise that all time is mine and i don't have to make it quick since i'm home and no one is waiting for their turn .

- "miam !! I can say that your cooking skills had been upgraded . " I said in a funny way .
-" should I take it personally . Well ,now that you're here what are you planning to do ".
-"party all night with bad naughty kids and letting those drinks drive us tipsy "
-" don't you dare- "
-"relax , mom I'm just messing with you , after doing some research I learned that sheifield institute is one of the best high-schools here, so I sent my files and I was accepted and tomorrow will be my first day "
-"great , you're not wasting time , well have fun and be good as usually "
Wow! She meant I'm good , yeah she did . School talk is the best way to make bones with her . I'm still chocked at my self actually I've never been that far look at me I protested to my situation and changed the country and got back home and started kind of a new life without seeking someone's approval .
Well hope tomorrow's gonna be a good day ... or not