Succubus ✔(Bucky Barnes X OC X Steve Rogers) AU

Chapter 6

I woke up some time later, my head was killing me. I opened my eyes when I felt a hand squeeze my own. Where was I? I looked around to see I was now in a lab looking room, but there was medical things laying around. Was this a hospital? No, maybe someone's own lab? Possibly. It didn't look familiar. But it seemed like nothing did right now. There was a man holding my hand tightly, but they were sleeping. They looked familiar. Who was he? He had blonde hair, very muscular, clean shaved. He was handsome. Why did I feel like I knew him?

I tried to pull my hand from his, but his only tightened more. His eyes snapped open. Looking around a bit alarmed he noticed my eyes on him. He smiled immediately like he was excited to see me awake. His eyes were such a pretty blue, and if you looked closely enough they held some green flecks.

"Freyja?" The man whispered, how did he know my name? Do I know him? Did something happen? Why can't I remember anything?? "Thank god.." He got up and reached over to hug me, my body stiffened. I don't know him. He may look and feel familiar, but I do not know him. He noticed my body's reaction to him, which made him pull back to study my face. "Freyja?"

"How do you know me?" I asked slowly, my throat was so dry, almost like it was burnt, making my voice come out raspy. "Who are you?" The man stared at me confused. His face dropping from the smile he had a few minutes ago. Oh no, did I hurt his feelings? Are we close? I can't remember anything.

"What do you remember, Frey?" The man asked slowly, almost like he feared my answer. Before I could respond, the door opened, revealing several people. I jerked upright when I saw Loki and Thor come in.

"Brothers!" I squealed and smiled at them. Thor grinned back, but Loki glanced from me to the man. He knew something, didn't he? He usually did.

"Frey? What's going on in here? Steve, what's wrong with our sister?" Loki asked the man. So his name is Steve? I felt a sharp pain in my head. His name was so familiar. It was like I had a block on my mind. Did I? What happened to my mind? I felt my hands grab my head.

"Frey, are you okay?" The man, Steve asked. He sounded worry. How did he know me? Why couldn't I remember him? The men that came in with my brothers walked closer.

"Freyja?" The one with long hair whispered. His eyes looked like the color of steel, and one of his arms was a metal. Who is he? He looked familiar as well. Do I know him too? The man next to him was familiar as well. Why can't I remember these people.

"Frey, sister. It's okay, breath." Loki came to my side. Was I not breathing? Oh. I was breathing hard. My head hurts, why does my head hurt? Why could I not remember these people? They seem significant to me. "Sister, breath with me." I leaned towards him as he pulled me to his chest, away from the Steve guy. Listening to his breathing, his heart beating. I slowed my breath down.

"Would anyone like to tell me what's going on with my hero?" The other man spoke, he had glasses on and was extremely skinny looking. Like he was cooped up in a bed for a while. Was he sick? Did he say Hero? Who was his hero? It couldn't be me, I didn't know him.

"Freyja might have given away too much of her energy when saving you. It can cause trauma to the mind if gone too far." Loki explained. Wait. I saved that mans life? How? How can you save someone and not even know who they are? I stared at the man I saved. He looked so familiar. He walked over to me, taking his glasses off.

"Freyja, do you remember me?" He asked softly. His voice was like warm honey. I know him. I do. But I can't remember his name. The confusion in my eyes must of answered his question. He sighed, "My name is Tony Stark. I'm your friend." He announced. Tony...I know that name. He...God why can't I remember anything?? Is it because I saved him? Did I over do it? Would it come back?

"Tony.." I whispered. He nodded at me and smiled gently at me. I turned to Loki, "Why can't I remember? I want to remember." He frowned at me.

"I can't force you to remember, Frey. It could hurt you more.But you should remember eventually, it isn't permanent." He explained, "What do you remember last?" I blinked a few times. What did I remember? I squint my eyes trying to pull my memories apart.

"I remember...I- Njord. I was about to meet up with him for a picnic..." I whispered. My eyes lit up a bit, "Where is Njord? Is he here?" I watched as everyone's face dropped. Especially Steves. He looked hurt. Did I do something? I don't mean to hurt him..

"Frey...." Even Thor was holding sympathy in his voice. What is going on? Why won't anyone tell me what's going on?

"What? Why won't any of you tell me what's going on?? I'm not going to break! JUST TELL ME!" I yelled. I was getting frustrated, I felt my eyes burn, closing them fast as I rubbed them. It hurt, it never usually hurt. I felt a hand on my back. "They burn." I whispered as I kept rubbing them. I heard someone walk to my bed, another moving away as someone kneeled next to me.

"Let me see, Freyja." A new man had replaced Steve. I didn't know him either, but I listened and removed my hands. He had a little flash light that he shined in my eyes, examining them. "They are really red, almost like they are burnt. Can you see alright?" He asked. I looked at him, he was blurry. I shook my head. They really were hurting. I moved my hand towards them again to rub them, but Loki grabbed my hand. "I'll get some drops for them, but it might be best if we put a wrap around them, try to refrain from using them too much until they have healed." He got up with that and left.

"Will someone please tell me, what is going on?" I asked, closing my eyes to stop the burn. "Please...I just...I need to know. I'm not a little girl...I can handle it.." My voice broke a little.

"Freyja....you are on Midgard." Loki started, he squeezed my hand. Midgard? Why was I here? "Njord is dead." He whispered. I froze. What? I just saw him yesterday though....didn't I? "The picnic I believe you are talking about, happened a couple hundred years ago." Years....a couple hundred...? What?

"Loki...That might be enough for now." I heard Thor speak. But I shook my head.

"No. Might as well tell me now. Rip the bandaid off."

"You...You were with child...when I shoved you off the BiFrost..." Loki's voice was shaking. My breathing stopped. Child? I remember a child....I can...I was pregnant....Njord...

You're a Monster.

I pull my hand from Loki's hand. Bringing it to my chest.

You are not my sister.

I felt a sob rack through my body.

You are a disgrace to Asgard.

Tears started to flow freely down my cheeks. I remember that. I remember that day.

"Frey? Please...I am so sorry. I didn't know back then..." Loki tried to grab my hand again, but I pulled it away.

"Maybe you should go for now, Loki." Steve said, coming back to my side. I still couldn't remember him though. I felt Loki leave my side, reluctantly. Another man came to my side, opposite to Steve.

"Freyja...You don't remember me, but it's Bucky. We were.....close. I'm here for you okay?" I nod at his voice. Bucky....He sounded familiar...everyone did...Why couldn't I just remember? "It's okay, Princess." He whispered as I let out a soft sob. He pulled me into his side as Steve got closer to us. I was in a sandwich between these two men, I didn't remember. But I had never felt so safe..

I'm sorry Njord...I hope...I hope you have Forgiven me.