18~SKZ// (unfinished/closed)

Jisung

September 12

The movie finished and we were all getting ready for bed. We decided to all sleep in the guest bedroom since it was huge and there were 2 beds. The couples took the beds and the rest of us made beds on the floor. Mine and Minho's beds were right next to each other. I didn't mean for that to happen he just put his right next to mine.

"Is everyone comfortable?" Chan asked before turning the lights off. We all gave a thumbs up and just like that it was quiet and peaceful.

As I tried falling asleep the memories of Minho and I cuddling kept coming back. He actually let me cuddle him. Could that be a sign? Does he maybe feel the same way I do? No. Most likely he just didn't wanna be rude. That's probably it. It's fine. I'll be fine. I tried getting rid of the negative thoughts and focused on falling asleep. Eventually I drifted off into a deep, calming sleep.

September 13

When I woke up, the room was empty. I always slept in pretty late on weekends so it wasn't surprising. I got up and threw my hoodie on and made my way downstairs to the main floor where everyone else was.

"Morning Ji!" Lix said enthusiastically.

"Good morning." I said back, still trying to wake up.

"Is everyone ready for breakfast?"

"Yes please!" Jeongin yelled.

"Ya I'm pretty hungry too." Changbin replied.

"You're always hungry," Felix stated.

Changbin shrugged.

"What do you guys want to eat then?" Chan asked.

"Can Innie and I make waffles?" Hyunjin asked.

. "Of course. If you need anything just yell."

"Alright. We'll let you know when they're done."

Everyone went to the living room. I stayed in the kitchen with Jinnie and Jeongin. Since Hyunjin and I are so close, I've also gotten close with Jeongin. The three of us often go out with each other and shop or just chill at one of our houses. At first Jeongin didn't like me because I was always with Hyunjin. Eventually though, Hyunjin was able to work it out with Jeongin and I. We figured out a way to balance everything out to where the two of them had alone time but Jinnie and I were still able to hang out almost as much as before. It was a hard adjustment for me but I got used it eventually.

"Do you wanna help?" Jeongin offered.

"No thanks. I'm still not functioning properly."

Hyunjin laughed, "We'll go out and get coffee after this then."

"Thank god. I'll need it."