it's been two years since I've written on here yet here I am, writing about the same person who was my happiness at one point but then left me with no sun at another point.
it's scary how I'm giving you another chance. chances are for people who deserve them so do you honestly believe you deserve one last one?
you put me through hell.
I had always thought people exaggerated the feeling of a broken heart but nope.
there is no exaggeration.
you feel every tear, every pull, every stab, every wound on your heart and you feel it for days on end.
your heart goes through so much, it has scars
to prove it.
"oh yeah, I got this bad boy from loving a bad boy. and this one is from a best friend that turned out to be my worst enemy."
I feel like hearts have a certain elasticity to them though. only a certain amount! once it's been outstretched, there's no going back.
that heart has been deemed useless.
please don't cause my heart to be useless.
I fucking beg of you.
please.
