CYBERBULLY SURVIVOR

Chapter 1

Later that day as I was from town shameless, I saw the monster with his friends and ladies that turned against me. I went to them just to hear the excuse from the monster what was the reason to share my nudes with people. That was before I knew is him who did that by herself.

"Janson why did you share my nudes that I sent you with people to destroy me" I asked him.

"You should thank him because he did marketing for you on porn industry" Robert added.

It was like I was dreaming after what I heard from Robert, I thought he was joking.

"Janson! tell me that what I just heard from Robert isn't true," I said that with a bewildered face.

"Robert! you need to learn to answer the questions that you suppose to answer!" as Janson shouted at Robert.

"Never tell anyone a secret to remain a secret if you want it so, but once you tell someone it's no longer a secret" that was Robert's respond to Janson.

For that moment I wished I can reverse all things that happened, but I knew that time always moves forward. Indeed, you must love them but never put all trust in them. Being honest does not mean your trustworthy it means you are loyal. Most of us puzzle ourselves with loyalty and trust and I learnt that in a difficult way. Then I looked at Gloria and Precious, they looked ashamed and bemused also. From my point they wanted to apologise because they thought it was not Janson who published my nudes. I could tell from their facial expression.

"Robert you are the one who said I must teach her a very hard lesson she will never forget," said Janson.

"I admit, but I never told you which lesson you must do. I asked you just to teach her a lesson that she'll never forget, and you decided your own lesson," said Robert.

I felt Janson do not want to respond me and I wanted clarity and willing to know who published my pictures and why to post my private pictures.

"Robert can you please keep quiet for the moment I actually need answers from Janson," I asked Robert.

He wanted to respond as he always responds to anything, and Gloria stop him with a baby kiss because she knows him very much and that was the first time Gloria kissed him and it really help to keep him silenced.

"Janson, I thought you loved me, I trusted you because of your honesty. Can you please give me reason why you published my nudes you requested to prove that I love you?" I asked Janson.

It was the first time seeing his facial expression like that. It was he just saw the ghost during the middle of the day.

"Come on Janson! What are you waiting for! You thought you won't see me so soon?" I added.

"Don't shout at me as if you're my elder siblings. And I cannot give you the right answer now," said Janson.

I immediately left them, because I could not bear to face him anymore after what I have just heard from them. I was angry and thinking a lot because that was too much to handle alone. When I got home, I did not find anyone as everybody went to their duties.

There was I could share the recent news I got. For that moment is where I decided to face the world have a say. I discovered that there were people defending, blaming, insulting, and making jokes about me. Then I started to notice that world has different people in this world.

Love them all but trust no one that was my first caption I uploaded on my social media page. Just when I uploaded on my page, I received a call from my cousin who was always supportive through that period since the beginning of the drama. He said that he is glad that I decided to face the world and believed I discovered something. "I thought you committed suicide since we could reach you," that was message from Albert. Nasty comments came through and encouraging comments were also available. I used to upload once a day on my social media page and people thought I am done, just that I was starting to fight back my battle and rebuild my integrity and dignity.

I was very courageous to face the world because no one is perfect in this world. As people were focusing on the recent post, I posted another one that they never expected, and it was like and arrow from a bow to my enemies. They were busy celebrating my downfall thinking I will never rise again.

"We all do mistakes in this world which proves that we are not all perfect. Most took their own lives and some lots their lives and some went to jail because of mistakes. And my mistake is one of those mistakes that can destroy person. And what doesn't destroy you makes you stronger." That was my last post I published for the day on the social media. Although they were expected for another post showing to fight my battles. The support was growing than I expected, and I was ready to face the world physically so.

As I thought it was done for the day my siblings came back late with cake to celebrate my bravery and as for my parents were surprised what have I done