"How are your wrists feeling today" my doctor Sarah says with her overlay glossed lips.
"their fine and dandy" I put a straight face tugging on the retains.
Jenny is swiping and tapping on her over sized phone. "you seem a little dehydrated but I can one releases you from the straps and we have to change your bandages" the doctor unclips the buckles and my wrist sides out of it.
"Thanks, how many hours till I can get out of this hit hole" I say and Jen looks up in horror.
"Sam!?" She yells. "What?" I asked confused, I normally act like this, why should I stop.
"Soon love" Sarah says looking at her clip board.
"Jenny can I speak to you out side?" My doctor faces Jen.
"Ok, and Sam are you Hungry?" She's stands and plays with her necklace.
"I starved, feed me" I grab my phone. "Sure, we will be back in a second" the doc opens the curtains and they walk thru.
My eyes find that boy, he looks up with grey eyes and a slightly paled face.
Guys never find me attractive. I'm always the weird or different one, my therapist says it awesome being the weird one. it's not.
My phone buzzes reminding me I have therapy tomorrow. for my depression, I'm depressed, I have cuts up and down my legs and wrist are cut wonderland.
Sometimes I don't feel like living. And I have no life in side so times. And my family doesn't make it any better.
my aunty believes I have super natural powers. I think she's full of it. she told me that my great great grand mother was crazy about witchcraft and cured a lot of people.
But I'm aware I make lights flicker and music stop when I want.only my closes friends know but they think im crazy.
I turn the brightness up on my phone and 13 message sounded.
Adam: Sam pick up the FUCKEN phone your scarin me.
Sarai: are you okay? Cos your freaking me out.
Liam: I'm going to call jenny xx
Adam: pick up 🔫
And i scrolled down and replied to them.
To adam:
I'm fine and dandy xx how's American Horror story? What season r u up to? Xx love ya
To sari :
How's Mitchell? An I'm fine and wanna come over after I get outta here?x
I put my ear phones in my ears and I sit up stretching.
I press play on my 'fleet wood mac albums' and I jump off the tall bed and I pull my jumper up and quickly see if my pants are okay looking.
My wrists sting, the bandages are stained. The bathrooms is too far way. I feel weak and unhealthy.
My legs ache and my steps are small. My eyes stay on 'the boy'.
He wAs talking on the phone. I was to lazy eavesdrop, so I just kept walking.
"Sam,go back to your bed" my aunty says walking through the corridor.
#Authors note#
Aunty Jen: mamrie hart (youtuber)
Sam: Chloe moretz
Adam: chandler riggs (the walking)
Sarai: Jamie brewer (American horror story)
Liam: Liam payne (one direction)
Sam will actually meet hazza next chapter
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Lightning (h.s/au)
Фанфик"Harry lightning doesn't strike twice" I say. "I know, but when there's lighting around us I feel safer" he says pulling the trigger.
