Only Human [Zak Bagans Fanfic].

A Piece of Advice.

When we reached Vegas we all went our separate ways, Daisy picked me up and she watched cautiously as I said my goodbyes to the guys. Aaron's spirits were high as always. Daisy helped me with my bag and I got into her car. Kelly Clarkson's song, Dark Side, was playing on the radio and I listened to the lyrics. It sort of related to my feelings about Zak.

"So how was the trip?" Daisy asked. I think she secretly meant, How was it with Zak?

"It was insightful. I think that I may be going again" I answered truthfully, "The hotel was amazing. Very five star. Good food" I added assuringly.

We talked about a lot. I told her my experience with the dark figure and how I had been interviewed about it, and possibly going to air in that episode. She seemed rather excited about this. We stopped a drive through In-And-Out as a welcome home treat and when we reached my apartment. She helped me in and we ate at the breakfast bar.

"Do you want me to help you unpack?" she asked.

"Of course, I bought myself some clothes as well" I beamed, "I bought Louis Vuitton."

Daisy was overwhelmed with a excitement to see. So we cleared up and headed to the bedroom. I sat the suitcase and opened it up. I immediately regretted it. My recent purchase of that burgundy and black lace mini night gown was clearly on show.

"What on earth, Aurora?" she burst out in laughter, taking it out and holding it up.

"It's for Zak..." I answered shyly.

"You haven't?" she asked warily.

Daisy was surprisingly protective about my virginity. She had lost hers on her birthday as soon as she was legal. She always went on about how it was an intimate thing, it needed to be the right man and it needed to be romantic.

"Not exactly" I assured her. "He gave me oral, that's it."

"OH MY GOD!" She squeled. She was relieved about it but also very...happy? "How was it?"

"Amazing" I smiled to myself, "It was...amazing."

"What now?"

I bit on my lip. Should I tell her I actually asked Zak to be my first? Should I mention the connection we had at the bar before we left. I didn't want to but Daisy was experienced with men. Maybe she would have some advice for me.

"I asked him to be my first... He agreed" I finally said.

"Oh Aurora" she smiled, like her heart had warmed. "Do you really want that?"

I nodded and she sat down on the bed. Oh no! One of Daisy's lectures. I could feel it building up.

"It will hurt but it will feel amazing" She assured me, "Just make sure your in control. He does what you want."

I raised my eyebrows in surprise. I was shocked. I thought she'd have a lot more to say but as the writer said, That's all she wrote. She helped me unpack the suitcase and sorted through the new underwear, ripping of tags and replacing them for the old ones in my drawer. Although I kept some comfortable underwear. She sorted a washing pile for me and I saw her to the door afterwards. She gave me a hug and assured me she was a phone call away.

I shut the door and locked it, I went to the kitchen and put all my darks in for washing first. I looked at my phone sitting on the counter. No texts. No calls. He hadn't even been on twitter. I searched for his number and pressed call. It rung a few times and then he answered.

"What's up?" he greeted.

"I was just wondering how you were?" I asked and I kinda regretted it. What kind of question was that!?

"I'm fine" He assured me.

"I was just wondering, Are you still up for being my first? You aren't backing out?"

He laughed, I could feel my body almost fall with relief. "I'd be honored. When?"

"I'm available Friday night?" I suggested.

"Sounds good. My place. See you then."