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I-36 l.l

Loki Laufeyson
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summary: Y/n catches Loki crying his room and decides to comfort him.
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warning/tags: softloki, comfort, fluff, etc.
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word count: 860

It was the first time I had seen him cry. The first time I had seen him be anything but cocky, witty, and playful.  I could bet on anything that he's scared of being open and vulnerable.

The moment he saw me, he wiped his tears away and changed his whole demeanor.

"Darling, why are you up?" He asked with a smile sitting at the edge of his bed. The whites of his eyes were red and his nose was a light shade of pink.

"I couldn't sleep." I pushed the door to widened the entrance and sat beside him. He was still in the clothes he wore today.

"but guess I'm not the only one," I added with a small smile, rubbing his back softly.

"What happened?"

"You're the one I should be asking you that. I know you're not okay I mean for god's sake you're crying. Tell me." I wanted him to trust me, but that's something that might be too hard to do.

"I'm not crying," He added volume to his tone almost so he would believe it.

"I'm also not blind, you can't fool me."

"There's nothing wrong with me, darling, I'm better than ever." He flashed a toothy smile, and even though the brightness of his teeth I could see into his lies.

"Bullshit. Your eyes are red and your nose is runny. I caught you crying in your hands, Loki."

Loki and I haven't ever talked this way, except for that one time I was crying on the stairs.

It was a few months ago, I had lost a family member and he saw me so he decided he wanted to cheer me up. I remember he tried everything he had up his sleeve, all types of illusions and tricks. At some point, he roasted Tony and Steve at the same time.

In the end, he succeeded, he created fireworks from his hand. They were small but mesmerizing. My frown grew into a grin with falling tears. He looked satisfied with himself.

After that, I had a good impression of him and always rolled my eyes when I heard anything bad said about him.

This is why, it feels odd, rubbing his back and asking him to trust me. We've only had one bond strengthening moment and it was months ago.

We occasionally greet each other in the hallways or I find myself chuckling at Loki's smart comebacks. All I can conclude is that it's entertaining to watch Loki be himself.

"No, it's nothing."

"Remember that time when I was crying on the stairs outside the building. You remember what you told me that night?"

He remained quiet sniffling his nose and looking at me with curiosity because he genuinely didn't remember.

"You said that if there's one thing that you can be sure of is that things somehow always get better. You even swore it on your own life."

He smiled, "I'm a liar Y/n. I stab people in the back, that's what I'm good at."

I chuckled loudly, "You've lied and betrayed a couple of times but they are mistakes. All I know is mistakes can be learned from. Besides it's not that you're good at it, it's just that that's the only thing you've ever known,"

He tilted his head making his grin wider, like his perspective was shifted. He kept his gaze before dropping it to my lips and back up.

"What?"

"No- nothing, you remind me of someone. Very wise."

"Thank you, I'm trying here."

He looked at me before dropping his eyes to all the features on my face, specifically my lips. He pressed his against mine without my body being able to react to it.

I sat there feeling the warm lips of his savour my own. You know how I said that comforting each other was strange,  well this didn't. It even felt good.

Maybe perhaps, it was the fact that I forgot how kissing felt like but something about it gave me butterflies.

He stopped for air and I searched everywhere for an expression but he froze me again with his actions.

Moving his thumb across my bottom lip as he breathed in, his hand moving to cup my jaw.

This time my lips were prepared and eager to get another kiss. They were gentle and yet intense. It was overwhelming how careful he was being with me.

"What are you do-

"'Mm ask you something." He mumbled kissing my lips without the ability to hold back. I nodded my head with closed eyes.

"Do you care about me?"

I fluttered my eyes open, already missing his lips. His eyes moved across, trying to read me to know what I would say next.

"I do, but what does that have to-

"It's important to me, I had to know if the one person I wanted to kiss for a while now, cared. Just the slightest."

My heart sanked. He had been wanting to kiss me for a while. How long?

Author's note:

I needed a fluffy loki chapter after watching the last episode of season 1 cause...that devasted me even though I'm not a Loki stan. This was like a little band-aid placed over the huge wound. im not even gonna talk about the intro because ima started bawling. AGAIN..

A Steve and Peter Parker chapter will be up in the next two days :)! Won't upload a bucky barnes chapter on this book for a while until I've written more chapters for the other characters.

If you want more Bucky Barnes chapters written from me, go read my bucky barnes imagines book and add it to your reading lists.

im tired asf so gn babes