Its was a monday, exactly two months from my breakup with Hesed Sign, i had begin to learn to live again although struggling i certainly had made a few progress.In my bid to find inner peace once again i plunged into the mindblowing novels of dan brown,mesmerized by the knowledge of the unknown i began to search out the possibilities of it's reality.Not much longer i discovered that it was all a reality and that was how i discovered Wicca.
Wicca being a religion founded on magick,it really held me spellbound.I had always taken magick to be a myth,being raised to believe that thoes that pratice magick are nothing but a bunch of con artists.The ones i was tought to take seriously are the ones praticing voodoo because killing and destroying lifes is a hobby of theirs.Wicca,however tought me the difference,i learnt about white magick and dark magick,i learnt about spells,curses and hexes and i learnt about how to take back something you lost and i learnt about REVENGE.
PREMUM NON NOCERE; Wicca first law which means An it harm none do as you will or in plain english At first, do no harm had me perplexed because i was ready to try out some of the spells on people who have really hurt me.Not wanting to break the law i decided to try out a minding reading spell,so i took my book of shadows and some incantation items and ventured into the woods.That was how it all began.
As i bent down to draw the Pentacle ( a five pointed star inside a circle) i felt as though i were being watched but shoke it off as being alone in the woods jitters.Having placed the neccesary things in place i stood in the Pentacle and began the incantation."...Aura Humus Spiritus Aura Caminus..." i hurried upon the words,eager to leave the eerie feeling the woods.It happened in a flash,so fast that i didnt have time to think, as i was about to complete the incantations a dog plunged at me out of nowhere and as a reaction to fear i ran out of the circle completing the last line outside the circle.I recovered from the shock and turned to chase off the dog,to my horror the dog was in the center of the Pentacle and it stretched upwards by some kind of unknown force and before my very eyes it began to transform,a quick glance at the paper in my hand horrified me,i had cast a werewolf spell.
Still having some iota of doubt i turned to look at the dog again but in place of the dog i saw a huge werewolf.Before my brain could take it all in my legs propelled me towards safety, as i ran i tried to assimilate what just transpired and then i heard it,it was loud and terrifing,a howl,a real howl, i increased my pace but just as i was about to reach safety i felt five cold,hard and sharp claws rip my flesh from behind, and then i went numb.
I woke to a start,the moon was at the fullest in the sky and i felt pains and cold all over.As a stray of cloud cleared and the moon came into full moon before my very eyes i began to a hot sensation on my back,it was as though my skin was been glued together with molten maga.I reached for my back and to my suprise my skin was whole,the wound was gone,i was happy but as i remembered the legends of werewolf fear crept in and before i knew it, it began to happen.My biceps began to grow and muscles began to triple,my ears felt funny,i began to feel hairy,alarmed i tried to pick up my book and run but instead my nails now longer than ever tore right into it.I must get help i thought to myself so i began to run,as i got to the highlands i felt a strong urge to shout so i tried to shout help but instead a deafening howl was what came out of my mouth.As i raced towards my house i tore down trees at just one slice and i jumped as though i were aided by some antigravitational force.When i got home the way i consumed my foodstuff was none like i have ever witnessed,after that i stood in front of the mirror and looked at what i turned into, a full blown werewolf,anger rose immediately and with one thrust i broke the mirror into pieces and then a voice inside me whispered softly " it is only the beginning".