My Secret Boyfriend

Life changes forever

*It has been 3 months since Y/N and Jungkook has met eachother.*

( Tonight I thought of meeting Jungkook, I miss him a lot. I didn't inform him cause I wanted to meet him.)

*Y/N was on her way to BTS dorm.

(I feel so happy finally after 3 months I am going to meet him, just imagining his face looking at me, makes me feel so happy. I was walking joyfully and smiling  to myself.)

*Y/N entered into a dark alley without noticing.*

( The sounds of the vehicles was degenerating, I looked around me and I was in a dark alley. It suddenly started raining so I quickly took shelter under a roof. My clothes got wet what should I do now. I was hearing whistles from not very far so I went a little back to hide in the dark, who knows it can be a gangster the times are not good there are alot  of crime news and  there are alot of bad people in this world. My thoughts were disturbed when I felt a little bit dizzy all of a sudden and I was losing my consciousness , I saw a man dragging me into complete dark before I completely lost my consciousness.)

*Next day*

{I was calling Y/N cause today is her birthday and I want to be the first person to wish her today but she was not answering my call. I took my mask, cap and keys to go to Y/N's apartment, I was feeling that something was wrong.}

{I reached Y/N's apartment, I knocked the door but there was no response, I twisted the knob and it opened but she locks the door even if she's in the house, anyways I entered and there was no sign of Y/N in the living room, kitchen and balcony. So, I went into her room but she was not there, then I heard the sound of water coming from the bathroom, I knocked the bathroom door but there was no response, I called out her name but there was no response again, *guys listen to hold on- chord over street*
I opened the door to see Y/N drenched in the water looking lifeless, I ran to her and brought her to the bedroom, called doctor  cause Y/N was not even breathing I took a towel and wiped the wet of her body and called her friends. The doctor has finally come.}

Jungkook: Doctor, she isn't even breathing or moving, what happened to her.

Doctor: First let's take her to the hospital.

{On our way to hospital, I told hyungs and Y/N's friends to come to the hospital. What did even happen to her that she was in the shower in that state and why is she not even breathing or moving.}

*They reached the hospital*

Doctor: We need to do some tests.

Jungkook: Do anything but make her survive.

Doctor: Ok, young man you wait in the waiting room while we do our job.

*BTS and Y/N's friends reached the hospital and was asking where was Y/N admitted.*

Namjoon: Jungkook what happened to Y/N why is she admitted in the hospital?

Jungkook: Hyung, I don't know what happened to her but when I saw her she was in the shower not breathing.

Jin: Jungkook stay strong nothing will happen to her.

*After 1 hour doctor came out*

Jungkook: Doctor, how is she and what happened to her?

Doctor: She's fine now, she was under water for so long that her body temperature dropped so drastically which caused hypothermia. It is good that you have brought her to the hospital in the right time or else her heart would have failed and she would have been dead by now.

Jungkook: Doctor don't say that, is she conscious now?

Doctor: She's not conscious yet,  but we'll inform you once she is conscious, sir.

*After Y/N gained her conscious.*

(I woke up with a sharp pain in my head when I opened my eyes all I noticed was that I was not in my apartment. I put my legs down from the bed I noticed that I am in a hospital gown, when did I end up in hospital and why did I end up in the hospital. Thinking of what happened last night I don't deserve to live, I grabbed a Scalpel and was about to cut my wrist when I received a  hard slap on my right cheek, I saw who it was, it was none other than the one person that I thought of spending my whole life with but now I feel like I don't even deserve to show my face to him. The things that I wanted to happen in my life are not going as I want, why God why me? Did I do a sin in my last life why should you punish me in this way. I broke into tears, I wish I could die right now.)

Jungkook: Why are you doing this, Y/N? Are you crazy?

Y/N: I don't deserve to live, let me just die.

(He slapped me continuously and he started crying seeing him like this makes my heart break into a million pieces.)

Jungkook: Y/N, if you die how did you even think that I will be able to live knowing that you are no more? You deserve to live, Y/N?

Y/N: Not after what happened last night, I don't deserve to live, Jungkook.

Jungkook: What happened last night and why are you behaving like this?

Y/N: I CAN'T TELL WHAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT TO YOU, YOU WILL NOT EVEN LOOK AT ME THE SAME WAY.

Jungkook: Just tell what happened, baby.

Y/N: I can't Jungkook.

Jungkook: Well then I will call your friends atleast tell them what happened last night, until then don't even try to move from your place.

{Why is she behaving like this? Did something so bad happened.
Why is she even thinking of dieing when we thought to grow old together.}

Jungkook: Gunavathi and Shweta can you guys ask Y/N what happened?

Gunavathi: Sure.

* They entered the room.*

Shweta: What happened Y/N why are you like this what makes you feel like you don't deserve to live?

Gunavathi: Tell us everything ,  Y/N.

Y/N: Guys.

(I hugged them and burst into tears once again, I feel so exhausted and weak.)

Y/N: I was on my way to meet Jungkook yesterday night, I went into a dark alley without knowing but when I noticed it started raining so I took shelter there only under a roof but someone took me into a very dark I was not able to fight with him cause he chloroformed me and when I woke up I was naked, what was I supposed to think I thought I was raped, I found my clothes and wore them. In that moment I felt like I should have not gone to see Jungkook yesterday night, who wouldn't want to die  if they were in that my position.

( I lifted my head to see the whole BTS standing in front of me with no expression on their face, maybe I guess they hate me now. I went to washroom and washed my face and came back to see them all looking at me with sympathy in my eyes. I went to Jungkook.)

Y/N: Don't you hate me, I know you hate me that is why I told you I won't tell you.