Seokjin centric oneshot (jin×bangtan)

Toxic

It was casual usual day in Sm entertainment. Except for one thing. A man in black cap, black t-shirt, ripped jeans black shades walked in. He was hella tall. Can be an idol. His hair peeking from the back of his hat were blond. He had quit distinct plump lips, except there seems to be wet spots near his cheeks indicating he probably was crying behind those shades. "Excuse me ma'm? " He said in a voice which was kinda recognizable. "Yes?" The lady said. "I have an appointment with Lee sooman" the man said. "Your name sir?" The lady asked, "Kim seokjin" he said. "Kim..Seokjin....wait....seokjin as in sense bangtansonyeondan's Jin?! " She said the last part in whisper. "You can wait for awhile sir he must be here in a moment" the lady said to the man named jin. Jin sat there on the chair for 10 minutes. Contemplating whether he was in the wrong or right. No he was in right..........they don't need him anyways he can go on his way. They don't deserve  such a talentless person like him. "Seokjin? " He heard a voice. He turned to see.

"Lee sooman, nice meeting you" Jin said bowing to show his respect to the ceo of SM entertainment. "Come on in let's talk about your acting contract"   jin was leaving bangtansonyeondan. Well you might wonder isn't bts like the unbreakable group? Then why is the glue of the group leaving?

(Few months ago)
Jin sighed. He has been in recording studio for hours now and he can't even get this one line properly. "Can't you do it?I mean what's the problem?" Namjoon asked getting irritated. "Am trying" Jin said sighing. "Trying.....as if you are the world's greatest vocalist" namjoon said in a mumble but jin heard it. "You know what......you do the back vocals...I'll let jungkook do it" namjoon said rubbing his temple. "Fine" Jin said feeling bad. He just ruined the song. He made his leader upset. Jin went out, sighed and sat. Hoseok came in and asked, "what's the matter with you?" "I ain't getting my line perfectly." Jin said sighing. "Great first you used to forget dance step now you forget how to sing. Honestly what's the use of having you if you can't even do this" hoseok said walking off. Isn't it true though? What is even the use of him in bts?

He got up to get back to the dorm.
(Time skip)

He came in and went in his room sitting tiredly on his bed. "Whats gotten into you?" Yoongi asked. "Nothing am just tired." Jin said. "Wow you can get tired by doing nothing at all. I mean I work 10 times harder than you. And you dont even help in producing." Yoongi said in a sarcastic voice. Jin sighed, "am sorry" he said. "Why are you sorry....you get the salary even with the minimum work." Yoongi said as he laid down on the bed. He slept with a heavy heart.

It is not like he doesn't try he tries his best. But he just ends up being bad according to him. He just pushes himself too much into working sometimes but yet doesn't feels satisfied with himself. He just feels useless sometimes.

(Time skip)
Jin woke up the way he usually does. No one was there. There wasn't yoongi on the opposite bunk, there was no noise of jungkook or jimin. He got up confused. He streched himself and walked in the kitchen. Taehyung was there all ready to go. "Tae where are everyone? " He asked. "Oh all of us aren't lazy as you.....atleast we didn't forget the schedule we had today. Now am going bye" he said getting out. Jin sighed. Great now he is late and he forgot the schedule. No time for breakfast, he went in his room quickly changed into the shirt and pants and washed his face and mouth in record breaking time. He quickly drove to their filming place.

Everyone was almost ready and jin was hurried in the makeup room after makeup he was ready to film. They filmed for their mv and jin did his part of acting excellently. Getting complements from directors about his acting skills. "Geez you should be an actor rather than being in bts....you will be more useful that way." Jungkook said to jin. He is right, right? Then why did it hurt jin? Jin wondered.

They were taking their make up off. Jimin was sitting beside him, getting his makeup off. When he said, "you know I always wondered what did pdnim saw in you to get you the visual position instead of Tae? I guess I'll never"  know. Isn't it right? He is not handsome like people assum him to be. He is just an average guy. The only position he holds in group, he is not even worthy of getting that what a shame. He is such a bastard. He should be working hard instead of being a useless pathetic bitch. He got up and decided to go to studio, in order to get his damned vocals and dancing skills in their right place. He is not giving up.

(Time skip cause I love them. Lol)
After hours of practice jin finally thought that he can probably get the part right. He perfected his dance steps, he perfected his vocal cords and was ready. He even had time to make a beat for their upcoming title track. Maybe they can use it.

He returned to his place, the door was not locked so he opened it a little he saw that bangtan was there on the dinner table. He smiled and bowed down to remove his shoes when, "hyung don't you think Jin hyung is like......don't get me wrong.....but not that........useful?" He heard jimin say. "I mean....I think so too....he doesn't produce songs.....and stuff yet gets the equal amount of pay check when we deserve it." Yoongi said. "I mean...he is kinda lazy too......" taehyung said. "Doesn't gets the choreography in one go...when almost all of us do." Hoseok said.  "Dont even have any unique vocal talent......at least to me........" jungkook said. "You.....are right.....I think so too sometimes " namjoon said. That was it. Jin can not live with people whom he seems to trouble soo much. He stood up and went back to his car, driving off to anyplace.

Tears were prominent in his eyes as he sniffles. Why was he crying? Wasn't he in the wrong. Wasn't he the talentless one. He doesn't deserves to be in bangtan..."FUCK" Jin screamed in his car as he kept crying. He went to the only place he knew. Bighit headquarters. He put his sunglasses on, wore a cap and walked straight to the only office he knew. Bangshihyuk pdnim. He knocked on the door and heard a soft "come in" from the other side. He took a deep breath in and walked in,

"Jin?" Bangpd said.

(Jungkook pov)
I was sitting there watching t.v, it was 9pm...Jin hyung wasn't back. Where did he went brooding god knows. I sigh as I turn to a celeb news channel. Dispatch really they are just stalkers in name of journalists. But am a human too....I love to see the drama too. "Breaking news, bangtansonyeondan's Jin is reported to have left bts. Yes that's right he left bighit and ended up the 7 years contract."  Jin hyung left bts? "Namjoon hyung!" I yell to call him. "What happened kook?" He came in. "Look at the news!" I say. He looks at the TV screen frowns a little and says, "kook call jin" I hurriedly dial his number. It rings but no response. I try again, but no response. "He is not picking up the phone" I say. Namjoon hyung looks at me, "Shit!" He yells as he goes in, probably to tell others.

(Time skip)
It was morning, we all were trying his phone out and by 11pm it atleast ringged with no response but after that it was switched off. Was he alright? "What do we do hyung?" Jimin asks namjoon, "let's go to bangpd first.......let's get the truth out." Namjoon said. We agree as we drive fast towards the headquarters. We reach there and knock on his door and heard a come in as we enter. "Is it true that jin hyung broke the contract? " namjoon asked. Pdnim looked at us and said, "yes he did. He also broke up the shares he held in the company  and have sighed the money in each one of your names equally." He said as he pulled out 6 chque with large amounts of money written and a familiar signature on the corner. Jin hyungs signature.

(Jin pov)
(2 months later)
I wake up in my empty apartment which I bought few years ago. Never lived here, only when we were out filming or were searching for peace we used to come here. Live together and leave together. Now this place is all mine to keep i guess.

Wake up in a bed alone every morning...........with no voice of theirs. No one to work for. I think they must be happier now.