I'm mad...
I'm angry...
I'm losing my mind on how angry and mad I am at everyone.
Am I wrong for feeling this way? Am I wrong to blame others? or should I blame myself for being in this situation since I was willing to be here at first. Was I manipulated or am I just that gullible and stupid?
Everything seems fine at first... Is it because they are getting so much from me? Love, support and on how warm I am to them. I satisfied your feelings and fulfilled that missing part of you and now I am just a decoration to you. Sitting in the corner to make you look beautiful, to make you pleasing in the eyes, to act like everything is fine. For everyone to think that you're this loving person, this very supportive person when in fact all you do is drain me for all the love I've got and now I dont have anything left for myself.
Who do I blame?
