cries in neglectance | yjh • lsm

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Yoon Jamie

it was only half past ten, and i already feel exhausted. watching the boys dance for atleast an hour, and splitting up in different groups to do different tasks, i had to be on my own most of the time in a corner.

was it their hiphop unit? i think so.. well anyways the small group of members with the leader went out of the same practice room to record a song.

in the meantime, i helped around with their surprise for the birthday boy. i assume is part of the four boys that went out.

everyone introduced themselves after mister dokyeom did.

i appreciated their respect towards me, but i quickly realized i was younger than all of them.

the youngest, chan was definitely happy about this fact. he desired that someone would call him oppa or hyung ever since they debuted.

we were closer by the minute, which surprised my newly found introverted self. i guess spending time with them will bring my old self back.

i grew fond over seungkwan's over-estatic personality, he was definitely loud and uplifting. he has a light bulb inside his head that sparks ideas, and concepts almost every 5 seconds, which helped the planning of the surprise.

minhao? minghaw? either way they call him eisa, for a cute little nickname instead of his straight forward stage name the8. i personally was intrigued by his hair, it looked wavier than usual hair if you know what u mean.

hoshi and woozi were inseperable, more like one is attached to the other. i do confuse their names with the other alot, that results to me getting a laugh from hoshi. woozi doesnt really care about the fact that i get his name wrong half the time, he said i would improve because there were 13 of them.

he wasnt wrong..

wonwoo introduced himself as jeon, i assume is his last name. he looks reserved- the complete opposite of seungkwan. he was extremely tall as well.

i do think that he finished recording because he was in the room with us now. now that i remember, there were three more guys i wouldnt have mentioned.

mingyu the tallest among them was like a bean-pole as to what chan told me. it made me laugh at how clumsy he was aswell. he was stunning in all angles, which totally crushed the korean standard with his tan skin like damn.

hansol was absolutely bright, from his quiet humor to his neon tie-dye clothes, he popped out. he also looked foreign in one angle and looked korean again in another.

hansol often changed from what i understand a bit was english with joshua. jeonghan called him joshuji which was super adorable, just like his personality. he was a softie, with his calm, silky voice, i would have already melted.

the second name that was engraved in my head was jun. just jun- like everyone else were two syllables and he was jun. his perspective in things were interesting. he looked so focused when they were dancing and right after he would be so bubbly around everyone.

was that everyone? i dont think so..

oh yeah! the birthday boy!

he introduced himself as cheol for easy calling, jeonghan did tell me not to greet him when we meet and have informed me that his stage name was s.coups, i thought it was innovative for the leaders to have cool stage names.

jeonghan seemed different with the guys, he was more reserved like a dad. he didnt look like one with his long hair but his attention to detail was fascinating. what else is fascinating is that dokyeom was like appealed to him. as if they were siblings that were separated..

siblings that were separated..