Blind love

Introducion:

My name is Ashley Marie and I'm 17.I am a ginger, I remember I have freckles, green eyes and pale skin. I'm 5'1, yes I am quite short my body is well from what Ive heard my mom say, Im skinny but I have abit of curves in right places.I live in a small town called Oakville in Indianna with my alcholic mother. I was 14 when I lost my eye sight, it changed everything, in the most horrible way. Where shall I begin? Well, the day the doctor announced that I was going to loose my vision, my older brother was arrested for assault and drug dealing, he died in jail  six months later when he was stabbed by one of the inmates. It was a hard thing to deal with, I was very close to my brother. My father then abandoned me and my mom because "he did not want to deal with my shit"  It broke my heart really, now I was alone with my mom that was already showing symptoms of depression. So not only did I loose my vision, but I lost my family, my mom turned to alcohol, It was like she was not there. I was alone, then,Bullying began. The kids at school would push me around, tease me about my disability,steal my stuff, start rumors, they do everything and anything just to hurt me. Going blind broke me, I feel numb all the time, I dont even know why I'm still alive, All I know is I feel dead inside.Life just doesnt seem like something that is worth my effort,I just want to die, but according to my drunk mom I can't die because I have school tommorow.