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these neurons trigger flickerchanges in my pain which fluctuatesthe messages sent by my hurtthere's a strong connection unknownbringing pain from heartnot mine, but telepathyyes it's in that hidden apathyof longing for pain,torches ignites my bloo...

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these neurons trigger flicker
changes in my pain which fluctuates
the messages sent by my hurt
there's a strong connection unknown
bringing pain from heart
not mine, but telepathy
yes it's in that hidden apathy
of longing for pain,
torches ignites my blood,
bringing the pleasure
death gives, for i stay dead in disdain
that triggered panic in between neurons, it's intensity like the nebular cosmic blast, do you know what it is, can you measure?

A.N. i had some unknown weird heartbreaking pain within like a breakdown on the first week of March this year. I still don't know what it was, but it was really weird. I was crying without any reason, felt as if I'm half of myself and life become so much more meaningless and lonely for me that moment. That panic was too harsh.

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