Looking for myself

14.change and promise

Time skip ~
2 weeks later( in that SpongeBob time skip voice)

I was going back to Sophia's from my therapy session( which was Mr. Black's idea. And obviously I was reluctant but he is so persuasive that I had to agree) when I decided to stop at a soda shop to grab my favorite soda. That's when I met him A.G.A.I.N!

It was the man from McDonald's who got on my nerves. I don't think he saw me but I was trying to avoid him. I went to the counter and ordered my fav blue curacao lemonade soda.
After I had grabbed my soda and paid for it I saw that man coming towards me so I rushed out of the line in hurry and because of that some girl spilled her drink on some man's laptop.

The laptop must have been important because the man got furious and started yelling at the girl. He demanded money from her for his laptop. She didn't look like she had a lot of money and she even started telling him that she didn't have money but he won't listen to her. I knew it was my fault so I went to that man who was creating a scene and told him that it was my mistake that her drink spilled. That was my first mistake. I learned it afterwards that the man was not using physical violence just because she was a girl. He pushed me off and told me to not try to cover up for her .
That's when I did the second mistake or you could call it third of you count the spilling the drink incident. I told him to leave her alone. And then what happened is between him, me, the girl and the people who were enjoying the scene and making videos of me getting beaten. The man won't stop beating me so the girl gave him money to save me and he went away .

"Thanks for saving me" I said to the girl and expected her to thank me in return because I tried to save her but what she did was not what I expected.

She took my drink which was on the table and poured it all over me and then told me that she would have handled this situation better and that she was saving this money for something important.

" look I know it was my mistake and I was just trying to correct it. I wanted to help. That's it. And I am sorry for making the matters worse. I promise I will return you the money when I have it" I desperately tried to talk to her because I was feeling guilty for what I did.

" look it dosent matter now" she said with bitterness in her voice and rolled her eyes, and when I tried to say something else she showed me the finger and left me standing there soaking wet and looking blue for obvious reasons.

I was standing there zoned out,trying to figure out what just happened and what role I played in this story. I mean I was supposed to be the savior but I got beaten up and the girl I was supposed to save saved me, when the rude man from the other day approached me laughing loudly and handed me tissues which I had to accept because of my 'condition'.

The man stood there watching me in amazement while I cleaned up myself. Why the hell was he amazed? This man seriously gets on my nerves. Why can't I figure out what's going on in his mind? When I thought that the man was going to pass some rude comment on my tragic story he started chuckling
" Do you always drop your food when you are in some restraunt?"the man asked

" No it only happens when you are around" I told him.

" Oh I see. So you go for therapy huh? Well you look like someone who desperately needs therapy "

I dont know what he meant by that but that sentence seriously offended me

" first of all its none of your business and second what do you mean I look like someone who needs therapy?"

" Have you looked at yourself? You are pale with that bags under your eyes. You are always zoned out and I can tell you don't like to be in public places"

" Have you been stalking me? .... I-um I meant It could have been anything. I could be stressed because of school work or maybe- "

" Oh please. You are really bad at lying. You should work on that ,even those kids in the corner have been giving you sad looks. Besides when that guy was beating you this file fell out of your bag: