I HOPE

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"I told you I'd get her back loser" I punched kai immediately tell her face was covered in blood then the one Ive been longing for came , but she not because of me , but because of the man that's on the ground

I clenched my fist tight and my tears threatening to fall

"How could you do this to him lisa? He didn't do anything to you" stop it Jen , you don't know anything

I wanted to voice that out but I can't , she helped kai up and that fuck yard just smirked at me

Jennie looked at me I thought I saw a glimpse of worry in her eyes but it vanished when she slapped me

"Don't you fucking dare , go near me or kai , I'm so sick of you and you beating people who haven't done any harm to you " I closed my eyes praying for my tears not to fall

"You don't know a thing jennie" I mumbled , I hear her say

"Oh yeah? What makes you think I don't?" I looked at her eyes , She looks lost

"I just know" she shook her head then the jerk spoke

"Lets go nini" nini? I clenched my fist even more and watch them walk away

It fucking hurts , I sat back down again on the stool and gulf down the drink I have in my hand , I could felt the the burning sensation and let my tears fall , few people had access to this bar. It's for high class persons like us

I drink and drink hoping the pain would go but no

I don't know when will it be gone

I was crying , I remembered the bartender asking for my phone , I know he'll call jisoo so I gave him my phone

Not an hour later jisoo was there , I cried on her shoulder

"I shouldn't have fucking did that , I wouldn't have lost Jennie like if I just stopped myself" She pat my back comforting me

"It wasn't your fault lisa. Stop blaming yourself , it happens without you knowing she's following you

I shook my head

"But every damn time I saw kai he'd remind me it was my fault " I continued to sob tell I was sober

She drove me home to where Jennie and I used to stay

Upon walking to our room I looked at a photo of us , It was taken before the incident happen

"Okay , 1 2 3" the camera clicked I ran back to the camera and looked at the photo

"You look beautiful as always" I admired Jennie's beauty ,she approached me and looked at the photo her eyes were closed on that photo ,her gummy smile showing , I was hugging her from behind

"I don't look beautiful in that " she commented but I shook my head and kissed her forehead "you're beautiful end of story " she smiled

"Thank you for always telling me I'm beautiful even though I'm really not" I glared at her and hug her tight

"Say you're not beautiful once more and you won't get to kiss me " I threatened but she just giggle

"You can't resist me " true , she tip toes and kissed me

It was passionate it feels so good

I didn't notice I was gripping the photo tight that I heard the frame cracked

I traced the crack and it resembled our separation

Then A memory of her helping kai earlier crossed my mind , my tears started to fall

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