The breeze of air, swept through my hair as my music suddenly stopped playing, my heart sunk a little. My legs were shaking. My breath was visible in the freezing cold weather. I could hear quiet steps behind me. He grabbed me by my waist and hugged me from behind - a deep, blood red blush appeared on my cheeks as I smiled slightly.
I never thought of myself as a romantic person, hmpf - I never thought I'd be in a relationship. I thought I'll be another cat lady, screaming at kids outside and making tea every 10 minutes or so. It's quite an amusing thought, actually.
But hopefully, my life won't end that way. I want to spend eternity with him, and only him. I've never felt this strong about someone, I never felt love towards anyone. I sound so cold-hearted, but I never felt this kind of affection, that I feel now - it's being loyal, being affectionate, being happy. That's it, happiness - I've never felt it before I've met him.
You're probably thinking to yourself - no happiness? What a sad person that is! Actually, my life wasn't as sad before, it was just...hm - plain? Boring. I was pretty much fed up with the repetition of my actions everyday. Wake up, eat, go to school, go back, homework, sleep. A viscious circle of student's life.
I've never been a popular person - I'm more of a quiet, shy girl that sometimes can be outgoing...but very rarely.
I inhaled sharply, turning around and kissing his lips, softly. He smiled at me, his face brightened up as always - I sometimes wondered, how can one be so wonderful. Nobody could ever bring a smile to my face, except for him. When I met him, all of the bluntness disappeared, it's like I was a new person. A better person.
He grabbed my hand, and started taking steps forward. We had a normal, basic chat about our day. Even something as simple as that, could make my day.
The weather wasn't particularly good, as I said before - it was quite freezing. The air was quick, cold and extremely annoying, in fact. The emerald grass that always makes the environment look so much better : started losing it's colours, everything was so dull. The sky was grey, and the pathways were wet from the amount of rain that has fallen throughout last few days.
Homeless cats wandering the empty streets of our little town. Some students, with shallow face expressions, walking slowly - wishing to get home already. No emotions, none.
Only we seemed ecstatic, it was a bit weird - but I didn't really care. He was with me, that's all that really mattered to me.
Him.
Him.
Him.
Him...
