I couldn't even imagine that I'd marry in this life.
A decision that i have to commit in this lifetime and the love that made me to a person i am right now.
The sensation that put me into euphoria.
A feeling that makes me go berserk when im with you, that's what i felt when i married you but as time goes by i realized that a person feelings cannot stay for a lifetime.
I remember when we used to cuddle each other,comfort each other when one of us was down.
I remembered the times on how we would go crazy when we watch our favorite movies even though we watched it countless times.
The feelings and emotions rushed through my heart when i remember the times we we're inlove.
I will not say that i regretted being with you, but i regretted not savoring our time together when you're still by my side.
The love that you gave on me was too much that i couldn't take and live without it.
The times that my heart would go crazy when im around you..
.. i missed that...
I miss those feelings because no matter what i do, the love that is supposed to stay with me for a lifetime is gone.
The pain that cut through my heart.
The feeling that made my heart go thorn .
The sensation that made my heart go burn...
The happiness that turned into a scar.
The moments that turned into memories.
The love that made me go crazy.
The commitment that i thought for a lifetime.
The man that i could give my life for.
The way that you just left into the world that my heart can't just take.
The day i saw you lifeless in your deathbed reminds me of all the love we shared.
The realization that i can cry my eyes out, but i can never bring you back...
you left me..
you left me in so much pain..
The way you said that you did not regret loving me into this lifetime and say that you would like to love me again on your next life made my heart shattered like crazy. The way that you said you love me in your last breath made my heart go into a burning pain that i can't get rid of...
The moments that turned into memories.
The love we shared makes my heart feel tormented because you're now gone.
You said you love me so much,but then i realized that it only takes an instant to wake up from a dream because life and death is a cycle where no one can escape on it.
