MY YOUNGER SELF

1.FLAMES

So here im a regular student of not so normal school.
Actually the school is normal but that doest seem normal to me as the students there are way more than judgy and I was not at a age to let go of things easily.

I was decent and polite girl having just 2 or 3 friends or you can say people you can have lunch with but they were not like actually the one who have soft corner for me.
Not like other girls who can easily make friends here I am introvert and kinda nerdy, its tough for me to make friends but I manage to make few.

I was in 6th standard and from there I was now started to seek attention from my classmates as I participate in school functions mostly dance zone or some times drama.
I really liked that people know me in school other than my classmates.

The begining of 6th standard was really good as every year I was too excited to get promoted to next class. The smell of new books gives the best feelings. It was all fine until the day of reshufling the seats.
There was a boy i really used to have a crush on ofcorce he was popular, good in sports and have a good personality. His name was "Max". I told Cheryl (my one and friend who really have a soft corner for me) about him and she promised me to keep it a secret.
I love to sit beside him but he never tried to start a conversation.
One day, he accidentally oped my textbook thinking that it was his and on the last page I have FLAMES with his amd my name.!.

HOLLLYYY SHITTTT !!!!

He's gonna know it all (I cursed under my mouth)

He then just check the name on the front and retuned my notebook to me with a word "sorry".

Before lunch I knew he would tell his friend about this and he did. And his friends do nothing but make fun of me and tease me. I felt a discomfort because being a nerd and and introvert its too difficult for anyone to find me intresting.
The boy never talked to me and at that moment when the rumors spread I know he is never gona talk to me EVER.

Days past I promted to other class and I every time I tried to forget what happened my classmates never let me do so.

Wow !!
I get bullied by my crush!. NICE ..
Ugh !!!!..