Life and Death A cycle where no one can escape on it.
Yes, that was the thing that i hate the most.
Life and death.
Do you even know on how it feels to see your love one die everytime?
Do you even believe in reincarnation?
The feeling on how will you find her/him again in another lifetime.
Someone might say that it was a blessing to be reincarnate.
But for me.
It was a curse that i can't just get rid of.
My soul remembers vividly each of my lifetime, i saw clearly on how my love ones die in every each lifetime.
I don't even know why i was born to be like this.
Until i found out that i was born of greed.
A sin.
Do you even believe that parents can pass their sin to their children?.
But guess what.. i am born out of their greed.
The saying they say that a fruit does not fall afar from its tree....
I might say it's true.
But i don't even understand on why i am being punish because of their sin.
I might just not believe in love.
They said when you love you can sacrifice everything,but an angel and a demon can't fall inlove because they're to far different from each other..
But that love or should i say sin is a result of me.
A soul bearing curse.
I can kill myself all over and over again.
But i just end up being reincarnated and watch my love one die again and again.
I said to myself that i don't want to love again...
But what can i do?..
I can't help but fall inlove..
I hate the universe..
For the universe cursed me into this deathless destiny.
As i search and search for a clue....
On how can i end this tremendous chapter..
They said a true love from the heaven will save my soul.
Well... i just laugh it on
On how stupid that book said.
My life isn't a love story to find a princess who will save my life...
And where can i even find a child of the heaven in this hellish universe.
I couldn't even imagine on how the writer of this book is thinking..
I just want to dissappear and rest forever.
Am i wishing too much?..
If i can't just rest forever atleast remove this deathless curse in my soul...
I cannot take it anymore..
Well i hope..
In my another life..
I will find my angel who will save my deathless soul forever...
-The end.
