It has been days since the talked with Ron. And I saw him slowly moving on. But the thing is, he's moving on with Jane in his side. I asked him once kung bakit and he told me;
"I'm not going to run away. It is better to face my problems upfront"
Pero para sa akin torture yun. Why prolong the agony if you can just walk away with it?
Ewan ko, naguguluhan ako. That's his life, his choice, oo, pero as a friend diba dapat sasabihin mong mali siya?
But whatever his choice is, I support him. After all he will eventually learn his lessons; I hope.
"Tara na" Dave interrupted my thoughts
"Wala daw si Tita diba? Uuwi ka pa ba?" He added
Thursday ngayon at wala kaming sched whole day pati Friday morning kaya umuuwi kami ni Dave. College scheds are confusing. Nakadepende kasi ang sched namin sa prof kung kalian sila available. Kung their scheds are packed kami yung naa-adjust ang schedule.
"Hindi na. Kila Aya na lang ako muna o kaya kay Ria" I told him.
Mom was out of town since may seminar daw siya. Alangan namang uuwi ako eh dadalawa lang naman kami sa bahay.
I took my bag out saka kami naglakad papunta sa sasakyan niya.
"Uuwi ka?" I asked him pagkapasok ko sa kotse niya
"Oo, Dad told me he wanted me to attend a party" he shrugged and started the engine
"Mag-uuwi ka na naman ng babae?" I asked the obvious and he drives away
He looked at me mockingly saka siya kumindat. Sinuntok ko ang braso niya saka siya tumawa. Babaero!
After a long ride nasa tapat na kami ng condo ni Ria. Dito daw kami magsle-sleep over kasi umay na daw si Ria sa condo ni Aya.
"Take care" I waved Dave goodbye. Pinanood kong umalis ang kotse niya bago pumasok.
I called Ria para sunduin ako. Their security is tight kaya hindi ka makakapasok unless someone lets you in or nasabi na sa manager.
Ria's class start at 10:00 AM, 8 pa lang naman so sure akong wala pa siya sa school niya. Ria's a medtech student. Same year kami nila Dave and Ria, Aya's older than us. She's 2 years older kasama si Sapphire. Sapphire is also one of our friend pero sa MCNP kasi nag-aaral.
"Aga mo ah" Salubong niya
"Naman!" I exclaimed saka kami naglakad patungo sa condo niya.
"Pupunta da ba si Sapphire?" I asked
"Oo daw, wala naman daw siyang pasok bukas eh" kibit-balikat niyang sagot. I nodded saka sumalampak sa sofa.
"Kumain ka na" she asked. I nodded again saka di na siya pinansin. Nagsimula na din siyang mag-ayos kaya di ko na siya pinansin
I opened the tv and watch while Ria is busy with herself. After hours bumaba siya para lagyan ng tubig ang tumbler niya.
"Ria" I called her. She hummed from the kitchen saka siya naglakad papalapit sa akin.
"How to overcome overthinking?" I asked. She looked at me worriedly saka tumabi ng upo
"May problem ba?" She asked concern
Umiling ako saka tumingin sa kanya
"Naisip ko lang" I started
"Ang hirap sigurong maging overthinker. Kasi sa lahat ng oras napapaisip ka. What if ganto ganyan, ano kaya mangyayari? Ganon" I explained
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Broken Piece of Heart
Aktuelle LiteraturON HOLD! Have you ever lost someone so close to you? Yung tipong pinaramdam nyang andyan sya palagi pero iiwan ka din pala sa huli? I ask myself for how long? How long will I remain anchored at his harbour known as pain? 'Cuz in my case I was just a...
