Dick Grayson x depressed male reader

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Y/n pov
I walked down the busy streets of Gotham. I sighed as i walked to my apartment, i got my keys out and unlocked my door. I walked inside and put my bag away. The rain was pouring hard. I took my jacket off and put it away. I went into the bathroom and ran hopped in the shower.

I sighed as i felt the warm water hitting my skin. I wish that everything was better, but the only good thing in my life is my boyfriend Dick Grayson. But i had a horrible past and i used to cut myself. Well Dick doesn't know this but i still do cut when he is asleep. But the other night Dick almost caught me.

I got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around me. I went over to the cabinet and got my toothbrush and toothpaste out so i can brush my teeth. Dick will be home soon. I finished brushing my teeth and i looked at my razor. I shook my head, not tonight. I thought and walked out. I got dressed and went and watched a movie.

The movie finished and i heard the door open. "Y/n im home." Dick said walking in. "Hey Dick." I said and smiled. He smiled and came over to me and leant down and pecked my lips. He went to the bedroom and got dressed. He then came back and sat on the couch. "So how was your day." I asked him sitting up. He smiled and pulled me into his lap.

"It was good. But i missed you." He said and kissed my neck. I sighed and he pulled away. "Are you OK." He asked. I nodded and he smiled and stood up with me still in his arms. He walked to the bedroom and gently laid me down. He crawled in beside me and i put my head on his chest.

I woke up at 2:03 in the morning and i had the urge to cut. So i quietly got up and moved a pillow in Dicks arms to replace me. I walked to the bathroom and got my razor. I put it to my arm and cut. I began to cry as the dark thoughts raided my mind. I am worthless. Cut. No one needs me. Cut cut. Dick doesn't love you. Cut cut cut. And Dick would be better of without you. Cut cut cut cut cut. I dropped the razor and my arm stung so much. The sink was full of blood and my arm was full of cuts. I silently cried as i wish it would all be over.

Dicks pov
I nuzzled my nose in Y/N hair. But i felt like something was of. I opened my eyes and was faced with a pillow that smelt like Y/N. I was confused until i turned around and saw the bathroom light on. I just thought he was just going to the toilet. I was going to go back to sleep when i heard crying. I quickly got up and went in the bathroom. What i saw made my heart brake.

"Y/N what are you doing?" I yelled and he jumped and he was bleeding so much. I ran over to him. I gently pulled him over to the cabinet so i could get him cleaned up. "Im sorry Dickie i just i keep thinking that you don't need me and that your be better of without me." He cried in my chest. "Shhh, baby your OK i love you and you deserve me and more." I said as i bandaged him up. I then kissed his arm gently. "Y/N please promise me that you'll never do this again. Please." I said and kissed him. He kissed back and i put my forehead to his. I smiled and he smiled back.

I put everything away and picked him up gently he winsed but put his face in my neck. "I love you Dickie." He said once we hit the bed. He snuggled up to me and laid his head on my chest. "I love you to baby boy." I said and kissed his head. I played with his beautiful Y//H/C until i fell asleep.

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