The boy who can see me

Wait you can see me ?

Have you ever felt so alone that it you feel numb and like you don't don't feel any thing at all? No anger,no happiness and not even sad. Just numb. Well that's how I feel alone and numb, with no will will to carry on if life. But that's the problem I'm not alive,I'm a ghost. No one is ever going to see me or hear me, all I can do is watch everyone I love move on with their life's without me.

I was pulled out of my thoughts when I heard a voice coming from outside the room but I couldn't make it out who it was.

"Thanks Mrs Waters, it means alot" a guy said. Wait is that my sister's new boyfriend, I thought she was with Jack, they had been going out for 3 years. If not who is he? And why would coming to my house mean a lot to him?

The door opened and a boy with messy black hair and sparkly blue eyes walked in and shut it behind him. He's head hung low and I could see his eyes were puffy and tears rolling down he's cheeks. Hew mumbled my name under he's breath.     

"Please come back Paris" He whispered threw he's sob. I just want to go up to him and hug him and tell him I am here but it is impossible. He can't see me or hear me.

He looked up to the ceiling and and wiped he's eyes with he's hands. He moved he's hands away and moved he's hair out the way so a star shape birth mark appeared on he he's forehead. I thought I was imagining it, I haven't seen that mark in ages. It was Jason, he was in my room crying.

"Jason?" I blurted out. He's head stot in my detection, wait did he hear me. Oh I think he heard me alright, he's mouth fell open and he looked like he had seen a ghost well he did but that is not the point. 

"Paris, I-I-I" before he could say anything else I cut him off "Thought I am dead, yeah I am" He walked up to so we're only way a meatier apart.

"How is it I can see you?" He asked me and to be honest I am wondering the same, why is it only he that can. I have been wondering around this house all week but no one had seen me, not even my parents.

"I honestly don't know"
looked up at the ceiling.

"You know you are the only person who can see me" I said not taking my eyes off the ceiling. I felt someone grab my hand and I turned my head to face Jason, he gave me a small smile that made me smile back.

"What are you doing here?" I asked. What is he doing here? I haven't even seen him since he's mum died 5 months ago. Me and Jason have never been close but we did get along really well from the beginning.

After he's mum died he moved in with gran in Italy and I hadn't seen or spoke to him since until now. Why now?

"Three day ago I got a call from Willow, he told me everything that happened. He said that there was an accident At first I thought someone just broke their leg or something but when there was a long pause then all I could was sniffing in the background, that when I knew something was wrong" he paused for a moment before carrying on."He said that there was a car crash and him and you were in one of the cars. He going on about how it was all he's fault because he was the one driving and that if he wasn't one that was driving you would still be alive.i was shocked because I have never heard him like that, he doesn't break down like that never but he did then"

"It wasn't he fault none of it is" I replied then let him continue.

" I know. So I got the next plane home. When I got here I went over to he's and he was a emotional wreck. He hasn't eaten since your death and won't do anything but sit in he's chair looking out the window. We talked and then I when to see Cade and Jake. Cade was the same but trying to stay strong. Jake well he seem to be like he is normally is, when I went over he had a girl over which didn't seem like him"

I felt tears fill my eyes and I am scared to let them out, I have never liked people seeing me cry and I guess that was one of the good things about been a ghost, no one could see me cry.

How could he treat me like I am the best person in the world then I am no longer around he acts like I was never there. I have only been dead for a week and he has already moved on to some offer girl. It hurt so much to know that I meant nothing to him and that my friends are falling apart. None of this is Willow's fault, we were at the wrong place at the wrong time.

Willow bought me back into reality and must of noticed the tears in my eyes because he squeezed me hand tieter. Can he feel it to?

"So then I came here, I needed to be sure that it was true that you were gone and the one person that helped me when my mum was at deaths door and to the end. When I got here I was greeted my your mum and when I mentioned your name her face answered my question. She let me in and said that she found a few things of mine in here and that I could be a few minutes in here. Now I am talking to you telling you all this" I sat there possessing what he just said.

I wiped the tears out my eyes and pulled him into a hug.

"Can you feel that?" I whispered in he's ear.

"Yeah" he whispered back. I felt myself smile knowing that someone could see, hear and feel me feels good because at least I things can't be normal with him.

"I am glade you are here"

"Me too"
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Hey guys, sorry it is a bit short. I've been meaning to rewrite this story for a while now. I just wasn't happy with it and wanted something that I was proud of.

Sorry about the spelling a grammar, I have really bad dyslexia so my reading and writing isn't great. I guess this is also anther reason I want to do this, to help improve it a bit. If that makes any sense.

Anyways let me know what you think so far and what you think will happen next

- V xxx